Sunday, June 7, 2009 . 4:56 PM

ITS been a month since i last posted.. yes.

SO what happened within this month.. nothing much really. i've been posted to unit. somewhere i really hate of course. treated like dogs. or worse. no magazines no mp3 no books no psp/nds no nights out no bringing in of food no using of vending machine... does this sound like a place for humans? you think about it.

RIGHT. i went for another review and got 3 months unfit for full duty. yes 3 full months. its about time they posted me out. i wouldn't be able to do anything even after 3 months. cause this wrist thing is permanent. i'm just down on my knees begging... post me out. i don't want to be a signaler.

BESIDES my whining of army life, hmmm.. what else has happened to me within this span of time.. got a new phone just 2 days ago. walkman phone with no camera. a gift from heaven for an army dog. progress on piano is... no good of course since i spend only 2 days at home every week. but nevertheless i've worked my way to page 5 of memories of light & waves.

FOR the past few weeks i've been leading a rather lifeless... life. yes get kicked around for 5 days in camp and come home to the com and piano. seriously nothing special has happened to me for very long already.. nothing memorable. nothing besides the norm. well something to be thankful about is... 1/2 a year has passed.. which leaves me with 18 months of slavery. like someone in camp said which i find funny and yet all too real: we NSmen, get paid like bangalah cleaners. the only difference is, we have it worse. we get mistreated, our freedom robbed from us. our lives are way tougher than that of a cleaner. i'd pick cleaner for 2 years over serving the army anytime.

HOW i miss my sec school life.. been digging for photos from sec school. cant find much though. and that video of 4N2 playing capteh in class.. cant find it on youtube either.. guess pauline removed it.. sobs. maybe i'll have a post when i find enough pics to compile into a post.

BIAO ge is going to ORD the coming week! happy for him and envy him.. LOL. damn wish i could time leap. 18 months more to go. and i will not surrender this fight for my freedom.

MY blog needs more pictures.. someone lend me a camera.