Saturday, March 7, 2009 . 4:33 PM

NEXT week is P.O.P

NEXT friday to be exact. OMFG i cant believe 3 months just swung by so quickly. time really flies. and i hope it flies all the way for 21 more months. lots of talk about who'll be posted out and who staying. i personally don't think i can cope with the "staying" part. honestly speaking... my right hand is utterly destroyed.

AH yes.. field camp. private and confidential. won't elaborate much on it (wait.. i mean, cant elaborate) one thing i want to point out is that i destroyed my right wrist during field camp. pulling and tugging that field pack, and worst of all, digging that freaking shellscrape. yes, my hand is a goner. thanks a lot to sir and sergeant who helped me dig almost all of it.. but what the hell, i didn't dig much and my hand was screwed so bad already.. wonder what would have become of it if i had done the whole thing alone.. not to mention covering it up.. must give thanks again to sergeant. don't know what awaits me in the future with this handicap.

MOM's been telling me that feeling breathless when i wake up is a very bad sign that some illness is coming/has come. die.. LOL. i'm always breathless in the morning after waking up. severely to be precise. sometimes i can almost choke and stop breathing during water parade in the morning. scared scared. LOL. no problemo.. me no fear death. wtf. actually i do. well technically, i fear death NOW. cos i don't want to die yet. but when the time comes.. i fear nothing MUAHAHA. big talk from me. LOL. nonsense.