Tuesday, January 27, 2009 . 2:10 PM
ok first of all, happy new year to all... wishing everyone a happy, prosperous and fruitful year ahead. hope everyone huat ah.but new year for me has been.. pretty empty. in a blink of an eye, its book in again. life of an NS puppet is just fucked up. didnt even have that festive mood. and as usual.. book in day is always depressing. so depressing sometimes i just feel like crying. knowing my life is being wasted is such a farked up feeling.
don't know whats going on recently.. but i've been finding myself short of breath and panting heavily while doing small effort work.. like hanging out laundry. had a severe chest pain last night... wonder how long will i last in that forsaken place. i don't want to die. not now, not in there. i want to die happy and accomplished.. which means i still have a very long way to go.
NS is murder i say. medical officers are the murderers. report chest pains twice and they did nothing. permanent injury on the wrist and they give me cream.. how cute.
Care for Soldiers.. *pfft* fuck you all.
