Saturday, November 29, 2008 . 8:52 AM

so the singaporean held hostage in mumbai has lost her life.

here are more reasons why i am anti-humanity. i don't understand why people would commit such atrocities. what is the reason behind such an audacious attack? people say its because their race has been discriminated. even if thats true, is this the way to act? wouldn't this make matters worst? now do you see why i am racist? such primitive minds. i don't understand how humans evolved to the top of the animal kingdom.. we are of the same species, the same kind. and yet we kill each other over petty little differences. how can we consider ourselves as intelligent beings? when the way we act is nothing more than beasts of the wild.

it seems.. at the end of the day, violence and bloodshed is the only solution to mankind's problems..

Friday, November 28, 2008 . 9:48 AM

14 days to enlistment. i think it will be like going to OBS. i'm having the same feeling as that when i went to OBS camp when i was sec 3. only that was.. 5 or 6 days.. this 'OBS' is 2 years.

i'm half half about enlisting. i feel rather happy.. because i'm finally going to have something to do. and at least there will be income. DGX - 630, here i come! video camera here i come! i've got some plans to decor my room.. IF i get a piano(not the DGX) i'll buy the Murasame, Sephiroth's sword, and rack it on my piano. hope parents don't mind. but the sword is a freaking 1.9 meters? thats longer than me! but no sweat. looks hot.

then theres the part of me that feel sad about getting enlisted.. think of all the things i'm going to miss. and Diablo III is so close to launching i bet.. i'm going to miss out on that epic release.. WEIMING YOU MUST WAIT FOR ME! and of course i've mentioned it countless times.. the creatures that lurk in NS camp. i don't want to talk about that anymore..

damn.. i need an MP3. cant bring my current phone in.. and the lack of music is the next thing that will kill me in NS besides collapsing during training. LOL. hey, i don't deny the fact that i might.. considering my fitness now. hahahah. so don't be too shocked to see my face in the newspaper.


" Gods doth not do, They only watcheth o'er us "

Thursday, November 27, 2008 . 6:16 AM

FINAL FANTASY MUSIC!!

FINAL FANTASY MUSIC FOR EVERYONE!!

crank up the volume.. imeem has a wuss volume of its own. LOL

in the near future, i'll be making videos of those pieces. so stay tuned! till i get my equipments XD

ENJOY!!!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 . 7:44 AM

anybody wanna watch Sky Crawlers? premiers tomorrow.. click here if you wanna know what its about.

finished FF9. spent the whole of yesterday fighting that farking Necron.... ah yes, and the ending was so freaking sweet... sometimes i wish i lived in the final fantasy world.. Gaia is like a million times better than earth..

sobs FF9 piano collections pieces don't sound as good as all the others... only frontier village Dali and vamo' alla flamenco sounds nice.


"the reason why the future is so dependable, is because it is so unpredictable"

Saturday, November 22, 2008 . 2:49 AM

lets kick it back, old school.

playstation 1. i've been playing some games from this old junk. but i don't have a playstation, just an emulator for the com. its hard to imagine something this old can still give so much entertainment. i've thrown cabal aside for this oldie. just completed Breath of Fire IV recently. its the fourth time i've played that game but its the first time i completed it LOL. and the thing is i never got sick of it. like i've said before, i love games of this sort. games like final fantasy, breath of fire, whatever genre its called. but of course its the story that i'm playing for and not entirely the gameplay itself. playing these games is like watching a show. just that you get to bring the story along as it goes. interactive is it called? only difference is that you sometimes get one too many fights. games like these host some of the best music.. like Final Fantasy. its got the best game OSTs i've ever heard. hail Nobuo Uematsu. Aeris theme, Seal of the Wind.. lovely music.

but i suppose not all are good, i tried final fantasy 8 recently and i got sick of it after a while. the story was kinda dumb and indecisive. graphic was.. poorer than FF7. and the gameplay was like horrible. the magic assigning system is simply rotten. tutorial tells me to do this and when i try it, it doesn't work. sweet.

enough of that, FF9, which i'm occupied with now, is so much better in all aspects. plus, the story is nice. which is like the most important thing.

look, reduced to blog about games.. how pathetic.

i'm lonely. i'm almost friendless.. or do i even have friends, i sometimes wonder. the word 'friend' is no longer the most precious word to me anymore. i used to value friends more than anyone else. perhaps i was blind. i used to love them so much. i gave my all when they needed help. i tried my best to be there when they needed someone. and i thought they did the same for me. wrong. none of them cared. perhaps spared a few hollow words of console. nothing more. friends.. they are but fleeting sentiments. they mean nothing in the long run. some may just hook on to you when they need you, suck you of all your kindness and cast you aside when they no longer need you as i have experienced many times. many times have i been fooled by such illusions of happiness.

emoism.
farking emo is the above paragraph. but all too true it is. sobs. i'm like a freaking loner now. but i'm not complaining. in fact, i kinda like it. i just need to go out a lot more instead of sitting at home. Loner > home loner. gotta get used to getting out of the house without anyone's company. fark and i'm going ns soon. gotta mix with those treacherous people. hmm.. i've grown to hate mixing with people. ESPECIALLY strangers. they all look untrustworthy to me. no choice though. i cant get through ns alone. i don't think i want any friends in there. as i've heard from my cousin what sort of creatures i'll be mixing with in there. and to think its MONO intake. its worst. but then again, no one would lend a hand if i don't mix with them.. but then again, not as if they would even if you did mix around. and of course, i'll bet almost all of them in there are just waiting to stab in the spine. humans... *tsk* i hate humans. i hate people. half demon for the win.

LOL WTF XD

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 . 4:23 AM

hmm.. i'm considering a Yamaha DGX - 630. maybe an upright piano can wait a little. i just want something to feed my fingers. perhaps a digital can come first. and besides, the 630 sounds like grand. LOL.

yawnz. i wanna go school T.T i dun wanna go ns T.T worst still its mono intake T.T

means lots of pai kia and yalams. fark the little chinese punks, fark the yalams that eat pork, nuisance to the society. how i wish i could control the wind. then i can blow them all away. or cut them to pieces if they get on my nerves.

soooooobs

just finish watching Dvine Luv. ending was as usual, kinda sad. T.T japanese are weird people.. their stories always involve someone dear dying. sobs.

now this Dvine Luv is an OAV. 4 episodes. but its story line is great. plus, its funny.. for its genre. nice mix. i'd recommend it. oh, i must mention this important point. WATCH IT ONLY IF YOU ARE 18 OR ABOVE. should give you the idea what i'm talking bout.

been doing a lot hunting recently. i just love my utorrent.. and my Xternal HD wooaahahahaha!!! now **-ing 'Darker than black', 'Ef a tale of melodies', 'Toradora', 'Vampire knight guilty', 'Spice & wolf' and all 4 series of 'Aria'. waiting for 'School rumble sangakki' and 'Higurashi no naku koro ni ren' to appear on mininova.

wtf i just realized kimi ga nozomu eien ~next season~ is only an alternate ending to the main series. and all along i thought it was the ~next season~. what nonsense lol. BUT, this anime is probably the only one that made me emo for almost a month after watching it LOL. cried like a girl on epi 2 and the ending few epi. ROFL. well it is my fav anime of all time. of course it has to make me cry like a little girl LOL!!

a girl with fox ears, fluffy tail, in maid uniform with a cheeky face that calls me "Goshujin-sama!" *drools* omg otaku spotted.

Sunday, November 16, 2008 . 5:06 PM

i am so disgusted.

today's newspaper says that singaporeans feel that choping seats with tissue packet is a unique habit that they adopt. and they don't find it in the least bit wrong. i feel so disgraced to be a singaporean by this. this is such a disgusting habit to adopt and they have the guts to say its uniquely singaporean. so i assume charging into the MRT before others can alight is also uniquely singaporean? only falling asleep when an elderly boards the MRT is also uniquely singaporean?

uniquely singapore. i'll tell you what it means.. tourists! come to singapore to witness the unique habits of our unique singaporeans! discover the rotten habits of singaporeans in their everyday selfish acts and may you feel disgusted that you never want to step into this country again.

humanity is the worst species to roam this world. they take everything from the world,the nature, and give nothing benificiary in return. when the world can take no more and starts to break, people talk of restoring it. but what has come out of those words? nothing. i believe, the only way the earth can be healed is when humanity has been purged from the face of it. only then may nature be restored. indeed humanity is the root of all destruction. wherever humans roam, they will leave behind a trail of destruction to the land. i suppose its perfectly natural that earth gets pissed at us and throws a few disasters our way in retaliation.

woo, do i hate people or what? hhaha.

Friday, November 14, 2008 . 12:24 PM

this guy never seize to amaze me.

Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi. Op of Vampire Knight.
might i remind you all his videos are works of his own. in short. someone like a composer XD
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i think you can find this video somewhere in one of my past entries. but i just want to post it again.. for fun. LOL. ARGH TENMON!!!! make such good music! ROFL. basket.. good music + good anime. sweet to the edge of diabetes. wtf? ok ok, i'm definitely going to test my ear with that second video. die die must do. did i mention this before? hmm. dont remember.

ANIME OST AND FINAL FANTASY MUSIC FTW
classical, jazz, all can suck my ballzzzz.

i'm bored out of my pants. these are just some fillers for the dust and echoes to entertain themselves with XD

Wednesday, November 5, 2008 . 10:29 AM

this piece is creepy~~ Suna No Oshiro. Ending of Vampire Knight Guilty. not played by me btw.



creepy music is nice LOL.

sobs.. i dont think i'll be playing any piano for the following 2 years or so. after mom comes back from japan, she'll be off to taiwan in 3 days time.. and by the time she returns, i'll be on my way to NS not long after. these fingers... wonder if they'll still be as nimble to play the piano after 2 years of pulling triggers. hahaha but whats it matter LOL.

Sunday, November 2, 2008 . 6:39 PM

woopie.. letter is here.

12 December. finally... the wastage of my 2 years will start soon. so excited. lol. oh well.. fast in fast out as people say. actually.. i'm kinda looking forward to it. odd.

46th Armored Division. sounds interesting. hope i'll be doing something fun. like commandeering a tank. or be the gunner of the tank. hehe. i'll be damned i end up doing tank repair or whatever boring stuff.

as usual nothing to blog about.. cracked my toe nail at football yesterday. asked around for plastic bag, no answer. ask to borrow a pair of flip flops to wear to jumbo so i can get a cheap pair of my own, no one answered. wonder why i bothered asking. waste saliva and not as if anyone cared.

a person that is easily psychoed by a mate into anti-ing another. what would a person like this be? weak minded, thats what. one, (s)he bases judgement on what others say. two, (s)he based that judgement on one person's words. hey thats weak.. totally. stuff like this happens all too often in NS. not just NS to be precise... it happens all the time.