Saturday, August 9, 2008 . 10:01 PM

you know, having dream(s) is extremely important in life. its what makes you want to live, to be able to achieve your aims and live your dreams. without dreams and goals in life, it can't really be called life. because you're just living blank. like those old gangsters that sit at the coffeeshop every single day blasting away with their vulgarities, or those malay punks that loiter around all day picking fights with random people. these people have no reason to live and are a nuisance to society. the world should be purged of such creatures.

some people dream small, have a family, a roof above their heads is all they want. its simple but it makes them feel happy. others dream big. billionaire, president, etc. these big dreamers are the minorities. and fewer of them still, achieve their goals. big dreams, obviously, require extreme motivation, dedication and drive. something only a handful of big dreamers can muster.

i wouldn't say i have big dreams. but they're a little off the typical big dreams. and way bigger than small dreams. so perhaps i shall bore my dear readers with them(p.s. this is the part when you close your browser due to sheer boredom LOL)

so lets see, before i start sleeping in a coffin, i would like to:

- move to japan
- live in a big tradtional japanese home(specifications classified =x)
- direct my own anime series
- publish my own manga series
- reach into outer space
- own and fly a P51 Mustang
- be a godly pianist skilled enough to play any piece known to man.

so you can call me a dreamer. but all these mean nothing to be honest. i haven't a single drip of motivation, dedication or drive. well we'll just see how many of those stuff i can slash off before i go extinct.


if reincarnation is true, i'd like to carry my memories from this life to the next. assuming i don't get reincarnated as a cockroach.