Thursday, August 7, 2008 . 2:55 PM

research shows that japanese females live the longest in the world. and the males rank 3rd in the world. imagine dying before your wife. that would make her so lonely that it just won't do. anyway, living long is great. there are definitely things that you wish to see or do that won't exist anytime soon. but then again, whats the point.. when its finally available and you're just too old to get to it.

migrate to japan! i should put it on my wish list. singapore just lack that variety for people who wish for a different future. its a great blessing to be born in singapore. but it would be a curse(strictly in my opinion) to spend all your life in singapore. thats why i'm planning ahead, to move to japan! (effects of watching too much Japan Hour) but i'm serious. hehe.

ah my precious precious youth. 13 to 20 years old is the most precious time of life. to try new things. go to new places. it was a grave mistake to have wasted much of it to games. and now i've made yet another one by wasting the last 2 years in NS. hahaha! there goes my youth! till next time you cursed son of a bitch! hahahahaha!! *sobs*

wasted most of 2008 at home. how sad. i'm entering loner civilization. you know, loner isn't bad.. but a HOME loner is just dead wrong. i seriously need to stop being lazy. i need to earn some bucks to wander the world. yes... move to japan, go to easter islands, new zealand etc. but lets just start out within singapore.

i think i'll fail in life. if i'm able to lift this curse called lazy then perhaps i'll have a slim chance of success. with that said, time to spend yet another day lazing around at home. no no no, i gotta do something...


a storm is brewing...