Saturday, August 2, 2008 . 12:33 AM

forbidden to enter the music room. *sob* my heart totally sank when i saw the wrecked up grand in the school hall. once an elegant work of wood and strings, is now broken into 5 seperate pieces. heart ached so much as i hear its suffering tone. if only i could, i'd take it away, restore it to its former beauty, and... have it for myself XP

played the zebra for some time at school hall just now during fencing training. was able to finish page 1 of Seal of the Wind from FF10-2. unfortunately, i've gotten rusty on Eyes on Me and Melodies of Life. not to mention a very shaky Aeris Theme. *violently scratches head* grant me a wish please, let me awaken from my slumber tomorrow to discover a Bohemia 125A Proffesional in white high polish sitting right beside my bed in its designated spot. oh my, the skies will fall if that happens won't it?

i need a DRIVE man. i need some gas to propel myself forward and do those things that my mind wants me to do. i have my sketchbook, i have my pencil, i have my eraser and i have my sketch print. but i just lack that driving force to get down to it. damn it. damn it to high heaven. my friend here called ' Lazy ' has jammed the hole to my gas tank. and its really hard to get it out of that damn A hole.


girlfriend? sure! i want one! i want a NEKOMIMI to be my girlfriend!! WAAAAhhaaaahhAAAAhaaAAhhhAAAHHAAaaa


hoi, nuts ah?