Friday, June 13, 2008 . 8:59 PM
its sad how things tend to turn out. when going through tough times, its really sad to know that you have no one to talk things out. when they say they will talk with you, they really mean it. they do the talking and you never get the chance to talk at all. either that or when you let out your thoughts, it just comes back at you as "your fault" or "why don't you look at yourself". nothing comforting ever comes from them. so gradually you just learn to keep quiet. keep everything to yourself. you won't even stand up and defend your own righteousness anymore. silence seem to work best.perhaps i should heed what edward says. it did provide me with a good plan. we'll just have to see how far it will take for me to put this plan in motion. it would be for the best for me at least. and perhaps thats all i should care about.
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