Monday, June 30, 2008 . 9:42 PM

And The Heavens Shall Tremble......

i have to get my hands on this once it comes out.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008 . 8:57 PM

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Monday, June 23, 2008 . 2:43 PM

class outing last saturday was a little better than the previous. well just because i swam with kun yao all the way to the stranded island slightly off the main sentosa island. was really nice there, water was a lot clearer and the sands were softer. went to vivo for dinner at banquet, then headed to marina square for some bowling and pool. though i didn't touch bowling, played quite some pool. was on form!

edwin seem sad. tio ps by his bros. haha. don't be sad, ps is part and parcel of life. its a time when friends value another relation more than the friendship with you. thats why ps occurs. lol some theory i came up with. i also get ps before, like team H outing never jio me. sob. the creator of team H cheer was left out. haha. just joking. doesn't really bother me if i'm not invited. cos i know i still have you guys as friends. ( and u guys don't have GFs. XD jkjk)


before i die, i want to leave earth at least once. i want to see with my own eyes the vastness of space. and hopefully by then galactic travel would exist. i guess my biggest dream is to reach out to the stars.

Thursday, June 19, 2008 . 2:03 PM

goodbye my lover.. goodbye my friend~~

that was for my piano. after serving me for 14 years, the time has come for its departure. well feels good to know its not going to the junkyard. at least its going to another pianist. sorry people, due to some conflicts and an act of impulse by somebody, i won't be able to play anymore pieces. well i could play at TSS, they got grand pianos! but the one in the hall is screwed by browned skin baboons, and i don't have access to the one in the music room. how sad. and all this means there won't be any videos to come until i am able to get another piano. which i hope will be a white acoustic yamaha piano. heehee!

time sure fly by quickly. just months ago i was thinking " health screening still so far away " now its just less than 2 weeks away. i'm still wondering if i should go for class outing....

Friday, June 13, 2008 . 8:59 PM

its sad how things tend to turn out. when going through tough times, its really sad to know that you have no one to talk things out. when they say they will talk with you, they really mean it. they do the talking and you never get the chance to talk at all. either that or when you let out your thoughts, it just comes back at you as "your fault" or "why don't you look at yourself". nothing comforting ever comes from them. so gradually you just learn to keep quiet. keep everything to yourself. you won't even stand up and defend your own righteousness anymore. silence seem to work best.

perhaps i should heed what edward says. it did provide me with a good plan. we'll just have to see how far it will take for me to put this plan in motion. it would be for the best for me at least. and perhaps thats all i should care about.


--------------------------------- what a wonderful world.. what a wonderful thing it is to be alive.

my room is in a messed up trash. my music sheets are in shreds, my earpiece is broken and the piano to be taken away soon. who's behind all these hideous acts? i wonder....

an oily bowl is left in the sink. would it be wiser to get the person out to clear the mess or start screaming and accusing the person for being ' buey song ' when he is totally not in your field of vision. well i'm very sure what many people will choose. however there is one person who, idiotically, preferred screaming! its most probably because she loves scolding and, due to the long period of peace, has grown uncomfortable of the nice quietness and decided to stir up some trouble.

then, what would you do when all this commotion is over? try to get things back to normal? or continue making things worst? i think this question has a pretty obvious answer. but then again, some exception would choose to add insult to injury! whoever this person is, she must have rock bottom IQ and EQ. and its just so unlucky that this barbaric being lives under the same roof. and to actually think that this creature is a Buddhist. its horrifying to think about it. scary scary.

there goes my hobby. torn and drifting away. Demon! Demon! hahahaha! i'm so scared.. chey, i'm a half demon too! lets play this game demon style shall we? you bloody female demon.

what a wonderful world...


Friday, 13 June, 6:30 P.M.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 . 2:11 AM

been pretty busy for the past few days. since you guys know that i am currently school-less and unemployed, the word 'busy' obviously means busy gaming. i've been totally occupied with MarkieStory. literally when i wake up till server closes i'm playing. its addictive enough as Maplestory but now MarkieStory gives so much more opportunities, heh, i'm simply tied down in a bondage with my com. big thanks and bravo to Marcus. i've always wanted to have a strong character in this game. never really gotten over level 60 in MapleStory. now i can reach 130 in a day with MarkieStory.


i've been reading a bunch of articles. its about a bunch of people giving comments about life in singapore. too bad the thread was closed.. i'd sure like to give my comments. but my thoughts has to go somewhere, so i guess i'll put them here.

*ahem* singapore, like other countries has its pros and cons, of course not all countries have pros namely afghanistan.. unless you're in love with heroin.

Pros: why i like living in singapore, one is because life is safe here. crimes are minimal, there aren't any natural disasters to freak me out. it is politically and financially stable here too. sophisticated transportation systems means easy to find my way around.

Cons: quite a load of cons in my point of view. starting of with the very people, singaporeans. this is ironic and idiotic, but i, as a singaporean, hate singaporeans. the people here are, greedy, selfish, vain, inconsiderate and rough. and i especially loath those corrupted christians.they are the ones who tarnish the true religion thus making people hate christianity. singapore would rank near the bottom end if rated for its people.

next, opportunities. what future lies ahead for singaporeans in terms of normal life? unless you are exceptionally interested in the business and engineering field, you probably have no future in singapore, or rather you won't survive on anything else. i for one, wants to be a cartoonist, making anime, or publishing manga, thats my ambition. that would be a joke in singapore. because singapore does not provide opportunities for people with such interests. you want to make comics and produce cartoons? prepare for poverty. a singaporean life is all about routine. unless you love what you do, living in singapore won't be fun.

in short, i don't want to be in singapore if i don't have to. i am not a patriotic person. of course it would be hard to leave singapore's safety. well thats all i have to say for this post. hope i haven't bore you readers too much.


Tuesday, June10, 2:51 A.M.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 . 2:54 PM

ah the smell of freshly printed sheets. take a look. i've trashed the aim list. i've realized that setting aims for completing piano pieces is just not right. well not for me. i'm not a professional performer and i have no recitals on the schedule or things of the like, so why should i aim? at your own pace yh, at your own pace.

i'm going back to ' Boys Be ' music. started on Winter IV. intend to continue on Autumn. i also want to play the piano part for the song Garnet. it will be nice to try some pieces that aren't solo. piano solos are great. but i guess trying other stuff is cool too. and what better piece to play than Garnet. just piano and vocal.

damn my dad just got a HTC phone. looks hot. but he's looking at bigger things. the HTC Diamond. he's considering that when it launches. if he gets that and doesn't trade in his S730, its mine! well maybe not. hopefully yes.


fingers that are as smooth as waves of the sea... what more can i ask for...


Tuesday, June 3, 3:10 P.M.