Tuesday, May 27, 2008 . 1:24 AM
life must be at its all time low now. i seriously must find something good to do soon. i'm going to die from this nothingness. its gotten worse. i've given up on gaming. surfing the net can only quench the thirst for entertainment temporarily. i simply stare at the screen without doing anything at times. this could get dangerous. its such void of activities that propel one's desire to try something on the other side of the law. namely drugs. but of course i wouldn't go that far. i can't imagine myself shooting like 2 to 3 times a day.. but who can tell?i'll give myself 2 options. speak japanese, or draw manga. doubt it would be easy.. since i can only draw stickman now, and i'm no good at picking up a new language at all. which drains the fuel for motivation. i should give it a try though..
i'm going crazy. i need something to do or i'll go mad.. permanently.
Tuesday, May 27, 1:24 A.M.
