Wednesday, May 7, 2008 . 1:29 AM
been a while since i last posted. haven't done anything productive so far.i'm starting to think that going to NS is actually quite a good thing to choose. well for me, that gives me 2 more years to think about what i want to do with this screwed up life. so far, i haven't really fixed down on anything i want to do in the future. so NS will give me more time to decide. another thing is that, when i'm out of NS, i can just study and play without a care about going to tekong anymore. and i can get to what i want to do straight after studies. example if i make it to MMA at NP, when i graduate i can go straight to work in that field. no 2 years delay. probably forget all the stuff after NS. so i guess thats some good enough reason to enter NS first.
its getting more and more boring as each day passes. yet somehow i wish it would be this way forever. strange, and ironic how the human mind behaves. aah yes, humans. weak and irresponsible creatures we are. bringing destruction to the very land we dwell upon, yet refusing to amend our folly. such horrid little weaklings we are.
Wednesday, May 07, 5:16 A.M.
