Friday, May 2, 2008 . 2:34 AM

been drinking a lot these few days.. since last sunday, i had about 2.5liters of beer, a can of grape wine, a bottle of e-33 and a Harry's cocktail. am i becoming alcoholic? nope, not a all. i don't get spasms when i don't get alcohol. haha. been pretty darn depressed for the past few days. one reason is sort of lame, depression due to anime. haha, go ahead, laugh. look! i'm laughing too! "..l.." i keep thinking about Clare(someone from Claymore). the more i think, the more i go into a daze.. which people often identify as ' emo ' or ' daydream '. screw those people. lol. well, the other, and more dominant reason is that i'm not studying. the fact that theres no school for me to wake up early to, is just down right depressing. and thus the reason behind the amounts of alcohol consumed.

was out with my bros and justin yesterday. justin and bro took turns driving and i must say, thats some quality driving, though i freaked out at least once. but it wasn't entertaining. wasted a good chance to catch a movie. we basically ran out of ideas on activities. so i killed of my time at the arcade when i could have laughed my nuts off at the screens. went to meet kun and ward around 6.30. had buffet at pariss and i seriously think that it was not worth the 45 bucks. food was slightly above average, but variety is just horrible. didn't know what to eat after a few rounds of scooping. went to Harry's after dinner for a drink. had their special ' Dirty Harry ' which was really good. vodka with lychee liqueur and lime. kun had something a little too strong. haha. and hence concludes my thursday.

fucking depressed. the word here is fucking. FUCKING depressed.

i love Danzai No Hana! my favorite song now! both rock and ballad!


Friday, May 02, 3:04 A.M.