Monday, April 21, 2008 . 3:36 AM

had a pretty boring weekend.worked my saturday away. what a waste. will quit once the 3rd pay cut comes. bro' couldn't make it for the games over the weekend so it was even more boring. further disappointments when Reading were beaten by Arsenal. just hope they stay in the premiership for the next season. newcastle beat sunderland 2 - 0. great job.

i've added an 'Aim' list to my blog. its what i hope to accomplish by the designated time. there will be more to add if i am able to get into ITE. thanks sheila for asking around. life is kinda rolling downhill right now, everything is not going well..

i kinda stumbled across this blog, a pretty girl, giving herself 90 days before committing suicide. she blogs about these 90 days as she counts down to her "performance". well, i've nothing to say, or rather i am in no position to say anything as its free will of a human being. was reading some of her posts, talking bout how dreaded her life is and so on. seriously don't seem bad at all in my opinion.. lets quote a small phrase

"Basically, I had one of those days on which everything seems to work against you. It rained, my internet access got cut off for hours, I broke a nail, ran out of coffee and missed my bus (all in one day)"

come on, i mean really come on! i've had days that were doggy worst than that. when i say days i meant consecutive days. that day don't sound bad at all. just... well a little unfortunate. man, i'd be hanging on the roof by my neck years ago if i were like her, not offending her mindset though. man i bet her life is way better than mine. well for one, she got great looks. well before i start concluding anything about this suicidal chronicle, i'll just point one thing out. maybe after 90 days she'll just delete the blog and go on living life, laughing at all who think she's dead. who knows? i certainly don't. well of course i hope thats what will happen.

later i'll be heading down to NP to help out with my bro's little RAM booth. and i'm still awake. didn't play the piano over the weekend which sucked. finally able to complete Aeris's Theme but still scrappy as usual. its on my aim list. so peeps, can expect a video by then, provided i have the equipment. i've started on Tifa's Theme, plan to start Descendant of Shinobi, otherwise known as Yuffie's Theme tomorrow if i have the time. perhaps i might even print out One Winged Angel, but i'll probably freak out at the sheeets, as of my current skill level.

Lots to look forward to, and just wanna say, if Tania ever comes across my blog, you think your life sucks? you think you're the only one? gimme a break. someone here has a life much shitted up than yours.


Monday, April 21, 4:23 A.M.