Thursday, April 3, 2008 . 12:56 AM

decisive acts. its exactly what i need now.

ok! i've decided. i'm going to ITE. theres no way i can afford full time private O level studies. 10k for all the lessons! no way man. stamped out! ' MISS ' ok so i've decided to go ITE. but there are still problems. the course i wanna go is digital animation. but theres a drawing test to be passed if i am to qualify. and i cant draw for shit. so its highly unlikely that i'll be able to go to that course. so sad.. so i figured, maybe i can take tourism, a 1 year course, and take private O levels at the same time. this way i can defer from NS and not have to take full time private O lessons. how cheap! all i wish now is everything will go ahead smoothly.

aaah regrets. a wonderful feeling. great to keep your mind busy in bed when you just cant fall asleep. with thoughts that make one want to murder oneself. indeed. i got a few. big and small. of course i've mentioned my biggest, which is quitting piano lessons. now i regret not applying for Digital Animation for NITEC during JAE. if i had, i wont have to take that stupid drawing test. screw tests. i cant draw but that doesnt mean i cant do animations damn it. and of course before this, i regret not studying for O levels. i'm surprised that i'm still alive. my wrists could have been slit pretty darn long ago. well, maybe its just waiting to happen. who knows? perhaps saturday's newspaper will show my face. " Teen Flies Off PSA Tower " cool! newspaper front page for me!


Its The End In The End....