Wednesday, April 30, 2008 . 1:55 PM

Title: Claymore
My Rating:☆☆☆☆☆

just finished watching Claymore few hours ago. i gotta say, its awesome. yet another one into my favorites list. i especially like the way the story was developed through the show. not to mention Claymore has a totally awesome opening and ending song! lovely. simply lovely. i'll wait for season 2. well, i've heard rumors of its existence, so i'll wait for it.

ladies and gentlemen, it has been officially confirmed. ITE rejected my application. yahoo! oh wait. thats a bad thing actually. ah, sometimes misfortunes like this makes me want to just disappear for a while. but then, where can i hide. i'm not going to go down just like that. i'll play this game till the end, until my last card is played.

i'm tired, so tired. mishaps, misfortunes, mistakes.. raining on me endlessly. may i see a ray of sunshine amidst all this. a ray of sunshine to tell me.. that things will get better, that it will all be alright soon. how i wish.....


Wednesday, April 30, 3:15 P.M.

Sunday, April 27, 2008 . 11:43 PM

Sephiroth~~ dang dang dang da-da-da dang~~ Sephiroth!~~~

oh.. *ahem* excuse me, alright. about this weekend.. lets see, sat was work as usual. was fun. talk lots of crap and laugh like crap. enjoyed myself. got home at around 8, watch a little of Man Utd vs Chelsea and went to bed. was brutally fatigued. haha what odd language.

sunday was pretty good too. except for some spills... by some little devils. went to my uncle's house for his daughter's erm.. party, for which occasion i wasn't sure. but it was a lot of fun. though we didn't really do much. ate the first thing i got there. was introduced to Ling's boyfriend. didn't seem very friendly... well not to me i'm kind of sure. after that was just the TV. until bro' came, was more TV. until that crap brat Kai Xiang bugged us real bad to take him downstairs to play. treating us like his dogs, literally. if we refuse, he cries. its his specialty. he is like 7, and he's still crying over the pettiest things. over things like not having a toy that he wants, us not bringing him downstairs etc etc. i can't name all of it, well.. i don't want to. my blog doesn't have the space for that brat. the only thing i can say about him is: looks = 7 year old, mentality = 3 year old. and i seriously mean it.

and so we were dragged down in chains and shackles. bah, i don't even want to talk about what happened down there. ok lets pick up at... ah yes, when everyone left. just me and my bro' were left hanging around at my uncle's place. and we decided to move off soon after. wasn't very nice of us to stick around when everyone has left. so we took off about an hour after. was good. although i wasn't able to touch the piano for 2 days. damn it.

feels great! familiar with page 1 of One-Winged Angel! page 2 please! lets keep it coming! sadly i wasn't able to proceed with Descendant of Shinobi. i don't have a reason, which is the funny part. Aeris's theme is still scrappy. gotta polish it! there are aims to hit!



one more thing before calling it a post.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!

Happy birthday to you x2
Happy birthday to Joanna
repeat line 1*

sorry, i'm no good at birthday songs. well anyway, all the best for poly this year. be honored, i never sing birthday songs for anyone. and i've never had a special section for birthday people. haha! maybe i'm just afraid that she'd kick my face. hmmm, perhaps. anyway, enjoy your birthday!


Monday, April 28, 6:07 A.M.

Thursday, April 24, 2008 . 11:10 PM

i change my mind! Utawarerumono has a sad ending! *sobs* Yuzuha passed away....... *SOB* but its still my favorite.

been feeling a bit ' down ' for the whole of today(cos Yuzuha passed away) so barely did anything other than playing the black & white and surfing around. actually still feeling rather down now to post bout anything.


Yuzuha. . . . .

Yuzuha. . . . .


Thursday, April 24, 11:19 P.M. yet another day spent down at NP helping out the RAM business. freaking busy day. that was yesterday. 'worked' till 8. for 50 bucks is pretty good already. i shouldn't even be getting anything since i wasnt involved in the project. so anyway, came home at around 9+. hit the zebra for a while. after that was just anime all the way.

the anime i was watching was Utawarerumono. of course, instantly my favorite. wonderful anime. watched the first 7 episode yesterday at around 1 A.M. and finished the rest from yesterday till today. i really don't have anything to say about this anime. jus praises haha. excellent. havent sat down like this to watch an anime for a while now. and all the anime i watched were great. guess i'm just talented in picking anime aye? haha, rubbish. got pretty confusing towards the end. and the ending... well, satisfactory i would say. at least it was conclusive. Utawarerumono. 4.8/5

what a great time to update a blog. people would be getting up to go to school or work now and i'm just preparing to go to sleep. well its really natural. like i said, i'm a nocturnal creature. i live during the dark and... well erm... during the day too. but i usually sleep through half the day. so that qualifies me as an official nocturnal being?


Thursday, April 24, 6:11 A.M.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008 . 12:52 AM

i love my new layout.

ok what have i been doing yesterday.. lets see. woke up late, around 11:45. supposed to go down to NP to help out at 12:00 but i felt i just had to hit the zebra for a while before i leave. and so i did. reached NP just when the major crowd had dissipated (is that a suitable word?). so i just hung around there, helping out with order registry and some paperwork. well i wouldn't say i didn't check out some girls.. but i'll pass.

got Descendant of Shinobi and One Winged Angel printed out the first thing i got home. started on both. i'm familiar with page one of Descendant of Shinobi now. as for One Winged Angel, i'm still crawling through the first two lines. but i pretty satisfied. perhaps i'm being overconfident hehe. its really fun playing One Winged Angel. though i still suck at it, its really fun just playing through the first two lines.

well there will be more helping out at the RAM booth later on. will be hitting the bed soon. oh and erm, by the way, comments on the new layout guys? let me know how it looks. i kinda squeezed the imeem player in cos i didnt want to upgrade my blogger to layout (cos it sucks). the normal embed wouldnt fit nicely so i had to improvise.. creativity brought music to my blog! though not attractive at all haha! the three songs are my favorites. Candle Light by Koda Kumi, Jewel by Ayumi Hamasaki, Enrai by DoAsInfinity. enjoy!!


Tuesday, 22 April, 1:03 A.M.

Monday, April 21, 2008 . 3:36 AM

had a pretty boring weekend.worked my saturday away. what a waste. will quit once the 3rd pay cut comes. bro' couldn't make it for the games over the weekend so it was even more boring. further disappointments when Reading were beaten by Arsenal. just hope they stay in the premiership for the next season. newcastle beat sunderland 2 - 0. great job.

i've added an 'Aim' list to my blog. its what i hope to accomplish by the designated time. there will be more to add if i am able to get into ITE. thanks sheila for asking around. life is kinda rolling downhill right now, everything is not going well..

i kinda stumbled across this blog, a pretty girl, giving herself 90 days before committing suicide. she blogs about these 90 days as she counts down to her "performance". well, i've nothing to say, or rather i am in no position to say anything as its free will of a human being. was reading some of her posts, talking bout how dreaded her life is and so on. seriously don't seem bad at all in my opinion.. lets quote a small phrase

"Basically, I had one of those days on which everything seems to work against you. It rained, my internet access got cut off for hours, I broke a nail, ran out of coffee and missed my bus (all in one day)"

come on, i mean really come on! i've had days that were doggy worst than that. when i say days i meant consecutive days. that day don't sound bad at all. just... well a little unfortunate. man, i'd be hanging on the roof by my neck years ago if i were like her, not offending her mindset though. man i bet her life is way better than mine. well for one, she got great looks. well before i start concluding anything about this suicidal chronicle, i'll just point one thing out. maybe after 90 days she'll just delete the blog and go on living life, laughing at all who think she's dead. who knows? i certainly don't. well of course i hope thats what will happen.

later i'll be heading down to NP to help out with my bro's little RAM booth. and i'm still awake. didn't play the piano over the weekend which sucked. finally able to complete Aeris's Theme but still scrappy as usual. its on my aim list. so peeps, can expect a video by then, provided i have the equipment. i've started on Tifa's Theme, plan to start Descendant of Shinobi, otherwise known as Yuffie's Theme tomorrow if i have the time. perhaps i might even print out One Winged Angel, but i'll probably freak out at the sheeets, as of my current skill level.

Lots to look forward to, and just wanna say, if Tania ever comes across my blog, you think your life sucks? you think you're the only one? gimme a break. someone here has a life much shitted up than yours.


Monday, April 21, 4:23 A.M.

Saturday, April 19, 2008 . 12:55 AM

i am so sad now. just got home an hour ago, got some money and went down for a big bag of nasi lemak downstairs. was so happy and eager to dig in. open the packet first thing i saw was a huge mosquito sticking on the chicken. i didnt know mosquitoes like to sting a deep fried piece of bloodless chicken. ok, close one eye. put the chicken one side and continue eating. and i was digging through the rice when a huge hornet popped out. i was like. wow! yummy! sarcasm people. i instantly got sick of it and dumped it. pity. i was so eager to munch my way through the rice. spoil my appetite. in the end i was still dog hungry cos i had literally no proper meal for the whole day. so had to settle for cup noodles. sad, and i adored their food so much. oh well, whatever.

oh man.. ITE still hasnt given me an answer to my application. hope they do it soon. i'd like to start schooling ASAP. well the more obvious reason is cos 30 april is the end of my NS deferment. i'm scared!! army boy. gotta call them soon. fear for my life man. maybe its cos simei campus is still loaded. gotta check with them. if cant get myself into simei by 25 april den i'm gonna ask for a transfer to bedok campus. (sry sheila. its last resort)

dam it, didnt touch the piano at all today. or yesterday to be precise. ya thats rite man. piano for life.

Saturday, April 20, 1:10 A.M.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 . 1:49 AM

okie people. i've decided to stop uploading videos.. i'm just too noob to put any videos up rite now. recording and posting songs like "you" or "shinjirareba koso" is really meaningless. anyone can play that kinda stuff.

i'm going to really grind myself up. i just need a lead i guess. might be months, might be years before i put up a video again. sorry folks. but then again, not like my previous videos were worth watching.

i'm still going to record, but its probably for practice purposes only. will not post it up. unless i find it worthy of a public audience.

*sob* wad a noob pianist i am.

Monday, April 14, 2008 . 1:28 AM

had a busy weekend. friday was biking time with Ward and Kun. long ride so i'll just summarize. set out just before daybreak at 5:30am. met Ward at 6:20 and Kun at 7+... breakfast at Harbourfront and rode all over the City. went to Esplanade, singapore flier, fort canning and plaza SG. was a good ride, but wasnt as fun as previous rides. totally shagged till my eyes could barely open. reach home at 7:40pm, took a shower and slept till Sat.

Sat was the usual, bro' came over for match. was freakin disappointed with Reading. 0 - 2 to Fulham.. of all teams Fulham!! *sob* hope they dun make me lose confidence in them. newcastle drew 0 - 0 with Portsmouth. boring match to be frank.

Sun was fun. went biking again with my bros and justin. this time we went to Bukit Chandu via Kent Ridge Park, the nice place behind Caribbean Condo, had new york pizza at vivo and caught 2 matches at home. sad for Arsenal.. but nonetheless, they still have one more match yet to lose. Reading vs Arsenal this weekend!

perhaps i should key in the time of each post myself since the stupid blogger clock refuse to set my time at the correct region. damn you. create trouble for me. *pui*

Monday, 14 Apr, 2:00am

Wednesday, April 9, 2008 . 6:46 PM

Irony Irony Irony. what an ironic situation. Ok, going back to decisive action, i have decided to go to ITE and not take private O levels. the course i am heading for is multimedia technology. according to NP, i will be able to get my pretty butt into multimedia animation with a multimedia technology NITEC certificate. how wonderful! NOT.

ok, why do you guys think i was talking bout irony? lets recall. remember i used to blog on how much i hated ITE and wouldnt go there? even if you put a bullet in my dick? well well! guess what! I've got TWO bullets in my dick! ok for those who didnt understand the previous sentence, that means i AM going to ITE even after saying i would never go. isn't that ironic? yes it is! and its so thick you cant cut through it even with a chainsaw!

putting irony and bullets and dicks aside, i've been trying to get a new record up. but somehow mistakes pop up where they should not. so i am having difficulty getting a perfect record. how unusual of me ;) another thing, its burning my pockets to feed the camera. ah yes, the pain and agony in which a talented musician has to suffer and endure. keyword is TALENTED. hehe. ok i should stop.

sponsors anyone? just batteries! come on! i know you guys wanna see my videos so bad you get withdrawal symptoms when you don't see any new ones XD


?kcisevol

Thursday, April 3, 2008 . 12:56 AM

decisive acts. its exactly what i need now.

ok! i've decided. i'm going to ITE. theres no way i can afford full time private O level studies. 10k for all the lessons! no way man. stamped out! ' MISS ' ok so i've decided to go ITE. but there are still problems. the course i wanna go is digital animation. but theres a drawing test to be passed if i am to qualify. and i cant draw for shit. so its highly unlikely that i'll be able to go to that course. so sad.. so i figured, maybe i can take tourism, a 1 year course, and take private O levels at the same time. this way i can defer from NS and not have to take full time private O lessons. how cheap! all i wish now is everything will go ahead smoothly.

aaah regrets. a wonderful feeling. great to keep your mind busy in bed when you just cant fall asleep. with thoughts that make one want to murder oneself. indeed. i got a few. big and small. of course i've mentioned my biggest, which is quitting piano lessons. now i regret not applying for Digital Animation for NITEC during JAE. if i had, i wont have to take that stupid drawing test. screw tests. i cant draw but that doesnt mean i cant do animations damn it. and of course before this, i regret not studying for O levels. i'm surprised that i'm still alive. my wrists could have been slit pretty darn long ago. well, maybe its just waiting to happen. who knows? perhaps saturday's newspaper will show my face. " Teen Flies Off PSA Tower " cool! newspaper front page for me!


Its The End In The End....