Thursday, February 21, 2008 . 2:56 AM

i'm finally home from the 8 days at cambodia. i wouldn't say i enjoyed it very much cos i certainly did not, but neither would i say i hated it. it had ups and downs and to sum it up, i had no regrets going. theres no point talking bout it though. cant be explained with words. oh.. so i spent valentines day at cambodia. big deal. i cant be bothered about love and stuff. just a waste of time.

so i'm back home now. back to the usual routine of life. this life, needs change. i've yet to find the real meaning of life. what is it i am living for, what makes me want to live, sadly, i have no idea. i'm a weird person to such an extent that i dont even understand myself....

i just played final fantasy 7. just finished disc 1. hard for anyone to believe. i kinda T.T a little at the ending part. a game like this has such great impacts. i kinda feel a little like when i watched KGNE. emo a little here and there. keep thinking bout the scenes as if it really happened. its games like these that are worth playing. its just a game to many people. but theres always a story. i play such games not cos its fun, but for the story. just like watching anime. wonder what that makes me.. ' what a retard, just a game and he gets all emo about it. ' perhaps thats what people think of me. well, it wont bother me.