Friday, February 29, 2008 . 12:05 AM

boy, i just realized how lifeless i am. hmm, define my life. whats the definition of my life. does it even have one? indeed, you cant define my life, cos i ain't got one.

so what exactly do i do that makes me a lifeless person? lets see, waking up way past noon, confine myself to my room and basically just stare at the com (hentai) and press the piano. ah yes, piano, isn't that a rather productive activity? not exactly if you see it through my perspective. i'm not going anywhere with the piano, as in, no improvements. would that be productive? i wonder..

so i've sort of imprisoned myself to my home. i don't leave unless someone asks me out which, unfortunately is pretty darn rare. i'm not that known i suppose and not very liked by people whom i know. well that was a rather obvious comment. who would like a lifeless person?

right, i've stated before on this god forsaken blog (mind you this god is my imagination) the things i would like to have accomplished this year. lets recap, i talked about picking up japanese, getting a job, private Os, learn to draw some basic manga. well its end of february and... none of these were put into action. even Os! believe it or not i've not yet signed up for private O courses. hey CMPB take me! yoohoo~.. just what exactly am i thinking.

well i'm beginning to think that i'm defeating the purpose of having this blog. its become a place where i come to reflect on myself, to punch out my thoughts in beautiful texts. i'm truly shocked that there are still hits on the counter. yes... yess! read my mind! oh gosh, i'm turning into a psychopath.. am i?


all the greatest artists of the world! i summon you! i give you the task of painting my life! oh... wait a minute, i don't have one. alright then! draw me a life and paint it in the most flamboyant ways you can think of!
(ps. correct my english if i may be wrong in any usage of vocabulary)