Wednesday, January 30, 2008 . 10:20 PM

i'm just bored and awake now. and theres just nothing to do. i've just watched 5 episodes of NSN. dont ask me what NSN is. those people who know me well will know what i'm talking bout. right now theres only one thing i really feel like doing. i wanna play piano. but too bad i live in a public estate. its like 3:40 am now. if i play now i'll get "jibai! tiam la! kan ni na!" hurled at me.

speaking of piano, i have decided that i want to pour as much time as i can spare into piano practice. i kind of know where my standard is now and its just shit. i've got 3 years worth of lessons and knowledge and i believe where my standard is now is just unacceptable. i cant complete a single piece i'm playing now perfectly. screw it man. more time on piano less time on com. if possible no time on com all time on piano.

unfortunately, i have more important things to do. so i'll be squeezing as much time as i can to play the freaking piano. and my piano sucks too. out of tune, sound drags too freaking long when pedal is down, stubborn keys etc. a new piano would be really nice. and an electric piano too. i probably wont have the time to take lessons and its not like i can afford it either. i'll try to contact my old piano teacher from 11 years back. sounds ridiculous. at least theres this book online that might help me on my own. gotta thank josh for letting me know bout it.