Monday, September 24, 2007 . 5:09 PM
hmm. how many days have i not posted. lets count. erm. i am not very good at counting.nothing good has happened so far. everything is jus screwed. jus fuck. and no wonder. who can have a happy life with a fucked up family. its just too bad i dun have the ability to leave and dun come back. not yet. not just yet i guess. why the hell would i wanna live with such people. 1 is a fucking coward of a bitch. wan scold me dun dare scold in hokkien think i dun understand. moron. then always pick on me the fuck i didnt offend her and she come fuck me and its my fault. piss on you man. i pray for relapse man. go ta hell. next. the fat piece of fuck. he thinks he is the saviour of the family. ask me to talk to him bout problems. but fuck everytime i ask him he jus give same answer. waste my fucking time. and i jus love the way he helps me finish my speech. i say something not even 1/4 through he finish it for me with his fucking shit imagination. and then that other one. all he know is critisize on my incapabilities.. go on. i'm a screw up. i have no future i am hopeless i am useless!! go ahead! MOCK ME.
if i could jus disappear. such that i would not have to know them, thats the best thing that will happen to me.
