Friday, September 28, 2007 . 6:21 PM

this post is specially dedicated to dear francis ho kin lam.

first of all. pls pls pls! work on your english. i cant understand half of what you are trying to tell me. fail english and you cant go anywhere. you seriously need to pass your english.

next, from what i can interpret from your speech, you said i am brainless because i dont think. i hope you can tell me what is there to think. also, i am not childish. do you understand the meaning of childish? well like i said, work on your english before assaulting someone verbally. have a better understanding for words before using them. its very shameful to use words you dont understand against other people.

thirdly, pls be more civilised. be a man like the way i see you. are you trying to tell me that hurling vulgarities at me is very glorifying? do you feel great using vulgarities on me? be a man as you are and use proper argumentative terms against me instead of vulgarities, less you want me to see you as a sick minded pervert who uses sexual language to assault others.

and also, dont call ppl stupid, useless and brainless, less your target is really dumber than you, has much less usefulness than you and has half of your brain. do keep in mind that you are last in class and last in standard for prelims this year. its your second time taking the papers and you are under-performing. so going back to the point, being last in class and standard, that means you are not as smart as you see yourself. so dont call others stupid and brainless. and as for uselessness, everyone has their own value. even you. dont go around calling people useless to the community. and by the way, its "useless to the society" no one calls it community. work on your english.

and lastly, stop talking about games. yes we all know that halo 3 is out. and yes we all know that there is a multiplayer feature. people like us who have played Halo1 and Halo2 know the story far better than you and have a wealth of knowledge that you can never match. i do give you credit for advertisement. goin back to the point, stop talking bout games. i repeat you are last in class and last in standard. if you dont buck up you are going to fail the 'O's again. its not going to be nice to retake the 'O's and fail it again. i am in no position to call you stupid because i dont see myself to be that smart. so that gives you no reason to call me stupid either. you did worst than me. if anyone would be calling stupid, it should be me. not you. but i choose not to.

do some reflecting please. look at yourself before saying others. many ppl have agreed that your msn nick and pm about me reflects yourself. its who YOU are that you are calling me. its YOUR personality you are putting on me. and its very insulting. so do think hard before saying ppl.

Thursday, September 27, 2007 . 3:29 PM

this week was kinda crap. having pretty darn bad luck. lets see. monday, skipped school. was so freaking tired. even after prelims still cant get a break. well at first i thought french leave was rite after prelims but oh well. guess theres still 2 more weeks to go before i can get a break.

tuesday, skipped again. tuesday is a long day. and i realli didnt have the mood to go sch. so yeap. skipped again. then after school kun jio me go eat with them. so went down to clementi KFC for some bites. the funny thing is that we saw the sick freak again at KFC. haha and the fang yi was there too. then he was like staring at fang yi when she and julin went off after eating. after that i cant really remember wad we did.

then wednesday was the worst. went to school for lessons. was nothing much actually. i think the only thing that was productive was the chemistry practical. did pretty well. i think i did. cos the outcomes of those mixtures all came out rite. but sadly i didnt know what are the names of those stuff. then the worst thing is.. after school i went to west coast park and eat some stuff with kun. after that we went to the fishing jetty and sat down for a while. then go throw some rocks. then yea i guess it was bad luck. stand on those bloody rocks. lost balance and.. yea you guessed it. but dam suey is that fell down and my hand landed on the rock with all the dam barnacles . got like 3 gashes on my right hand the blood was, wow. looked really cool. bad luck bad luck. should have known and stayed at home. then after that even more suey. eat dinner spill oily sauce on my wound.. wow felt great.

then today. long day. and worst is all the lessons are all crappy. so skipped again. man i'm dam bad. so today i did like.. nothing. looks like i wasted another day of my precious life. man. thats bad. well. i'm dam frustrated with myself. i cant seem to start studying. i have no idea why either. tried but jus cant keep it going. thats so sad.

Monday, September 24, 2007 . 5:09 PM

hmm. how many days have i not posted. lets count. erm. i am not very good at counting.

nothing good has happened so far. everything is jus screwed. jus fuck. and no wonder. who can have a happy life with a fucked up family. its just too bad i dun have the ability to leave and dun come back. not yet. not just yet i guess. why the hell would i wanna live with such people. 1 is a fucking coward of a bitch. wan scold me dun dare scold in hokkien think i dun understand. moron. then always pick on me the fuck i didnt offend her and she come fuck me and its my fault. piss on you man. i pray for relapse man. go ta hell. next. the fat piece of fuck. he thinks he is the saviour of the family. ask me to talk to him bout problems. but fuck everytime i ask him he jus give same answer. waste my fucking time. and i jus love the way he helps me finish my speech. i say something not even 1/4 through he finish it for me with his fucking shit imagination. and then that other one. all he know is critisize on my incapabilities.. go on. i'm a screw up. i have no future i am hopeless i am useless!! go ahead! MOCK ME.

if i could jus disappear. such that i would not have to know them, thats the best thing that will happen to me.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 . 11:06 PM

maths paper 1: semi screwed. chemistry paper: uber screwed. maths paper was ok. in terms of comfort. but for chemistry paper, man it was horrible. dunno why i jus cant concentrate and felt dam dam dam uncomfortable.

after the papers its some cnc over at my place.. the usual so nothing to talk bout.

then went down to west coast park. well kun and ben had a reason. i dunno what was mine. they said they were going to mac and dragged me along so, jus go there for a bite. busted my budget in the process... headed to the beach next. a pretty crappy beach. its a great view. all the fishing boats and yachts and oh, the magnificent... jurong island. pretty sight. so i basically just sat there, get myself browned. pretty good party, lets not talk bout wad happened.

wad a tiring day. dad's home from indo.. good yea bad too. now theres someone crabbing me to shut the com at 11. gimme a break man.

now that my budget is blown, i got no money to hang out anymore. hmm time to do some raiding.. hehehe. hey you! watch your pockets! dang. i was playing around with my layout when i accidentally deleted something and i didnt know how to fix it. so heck with it. i got this new layout. pretty similar just that the details are aligned on the left and.. the picture is about bleach. not that i like bleach but this is the nicest i can find. and the figure looks like Archer from fate/stay night so i guess i should treat it like Archer and not ichigo eh?

changed my tagboard too to Cbox. yea angela should be happy now. seems torturous for her to tag my flooble tagboard. so heres for you.

alrite about today. was fun. had english paper 2 in the morning. was pretty easy, surprisingly. and i saw some poser carrying a razer bag. wonder what kind of moron would buy a razer bag. i thought razer is well known for their mouse and keyboard and gaming stuff. well, i am in no position to comment on a retard's preference.

after the paper i kunyao yy and ben lee went to jp. had lunch (soba @ 4.50 wtf!?) and went window shopping. saw some pretty cool gundam model kits and some nice shirts. maybe i can get some for prom. so we hung around jp for a pretty dam long while and decided to scram.

after that was kinda boring so lets skip it.

well, i'm getting realli pissed with my ma again. this is the last straw. so i'll try to keep my cool to the limit.

man. i'm hungry. theres nothing to eat at home and my budget for the week is already busted. so hungry...

Monday, September 17, 2007 . 10:10 PM

aw man... my hair is like. shit. well, mayb shit looks better. its like freaking short, though i told the auntie not too short. shit. then i told her cut sharp. as in the back cut it sharp. freak she cut until realli sharp. then ask her trim it abit.. trim until no more sharp. wtf.

well today went to sch, everyone had their fair share of laughs. took the F&N paper. was pretty crappy. after that went to clementi for lunch. eat alr was about to chao when kun yao's small little fren called and ask him to wait for them at mac. so zzz around mac till his frens come. then go sit wif them while they eat. wow they eat pretty slow. then after that walk to block 445 carpark rooftop.. dam was intending to catch some beer but they dun allow us to buy cos we wearin uniform. so basically we jus did alot of hanging around until 5..

recently all i have done is routine.. go for prelim paper in the morning, go out and hang around after paper, come home slack around and stare at my com screen. its realli lifeless. well i am pretty proud of myself having stopped gaming like an asshole. but i aint studying.. thats the funny part. people usually study when they have no games to play. but sadly.. i still cant study. wonder why...

hah! i'm realli piling up on anime now. lets see.. currently i have 21 unwatched titles. all waiting for me after o lvls. aw man. this is gonna rock. but dam i seriously need a bigger HD. a huge HD. a gargantuan HD. yea thats the word to describe it.

i miss potato chips. havent eaten them since, since . . . erm, pretty long.

Saturday, September 15, 2007 . 11:39 PM

wad a horrible day today. went out for nothing.. did nothing fun wad the fuck man. and came home.. did nothing either. wad a day wasted... life is too precious to waste on nothingness...

well yesterday night i watch REC. a romance/comedy anime. it was great. haha.. Onda Aka is realli cute. too bad anime dun happen in real life.. if some girl thats cute as aka had her house burnt down, and i let her in my house (hopefully my own). wow.. sounds like a perfect dream. well back to the anime. its realli great. the storyline is very good. the characters are great too. some parts make me laugh my nuts off.. some part make me feel a little sad. not too much cos theres a touch of comedy. well. i recommend it.. but guys out there. DUN BE LIKE MATSUMARU. he's an asshole.. well at the back part. around epi 8 or 9. dun be like him. hehe. venting frustrations on a cute girl thats crashing at ur place. thats evil. well. thats one anime added to me favourites list.

well. REC here.. is a perfect example in life. its a perfect example of letting love find you instead of pursuing love. well. i've learnt something. mayb from now, i'm jus gonna let life go on. see where it takes me. i wun pursuit love. if i were to love, it will come. if not, hey.. i dun think its so bad spending my old age alone is it?

man i am dam pissed off. was intending to play C&C with edward today. but when we got online the god dam server lagged to the point... picture this. during construction its 5 frames per second. when i attack edward it was 1 frame every 3 seconds.. how frustrating. all i wan is just a decent game where i trash edward or edward trash me. wads so wrong with that.

hey i jus found out. i love yogurt drink! my favourite drink is now yogurt drink! haha!

Thursday, September 13, 2007 . 7:51 PM

today was another one of those days when i lie around on my bed till 4am.. then sleep till 7 clock. so ended up late again i guess.

geog paper. didnt study. so fail. yea. physics. study abit. so so. but still fail. need i say more...?

so after the paper we went clementi mac like yesterday. and we saw this pervert. since yesterday he's been at clementi mac upskirting girls and doing boobs scanning. wad shocked me is that he is actually a retarded. not mad. low IQ. so we thought.. lets give him a little scare. i hang around for a while.. then saw him leaving. wad made me think he is retarded is when he went out of mac and started scolding the axs machine.. then he left. so we were like thinking.. he probably went to KFC for more upskirts. well jus a thought.. so we went to KFC. and sure enough he was there. bust check. lol. yea well i'm kinda lazy to tell everything.. so in short.. we tailed him around clementi. perhaps even a retard will get scared when he sees the same 3 people everywhere he go for upskirt and bust check.

after that we left for home. i and yy took 189. as usual i wanted to take the bus for a full round. as in go all the way to NUS and circle back to west coast. yy tagged along. then something funny. when we reached kent ridge terminal he bus driver ask us get off. i was like wtf... 189 doesnt terminate here it jus picks passengers. why do we have to get off. i think he wans us to tap again. pussy wan earn credit from students. i was pretty dam pissed. that was the first time this happened.

well. i'm pretty prepared for the holidays after o lvls. hehe. prepared oh yea. i've got 13 anime titles waiting for me to watch after o lvls. looks like i'll be busy. lol.

i'm starting to get very disgusted by odex. stephen sing mus realli be a money corrupted person. i saw a list of anime that they authorized. not surprisingly, at least 2/3 of the titles under their authorization cannot be found in singapore. so. this is my conclusion. they authorize anime but dun import them. the reason? probably because. they checked out the popular titles being downloaded, "authorize" them, then go around catching people and fining them. then when ppl protest he says "it is an authorized title" let me jus get it straight. i saw a few titles. i'll jus name 2 suzuka and school rumble. i'll bet my ass u flip singapore upside down and u cant find it.

tmr for prelims we have SS and literature. i'm planning to sleep through everything but hey. mayb its worth a shot haha.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 . 9:09 PM

the weather was great today. such a pity we had to spend the whole day in the hall.

ok. literature. i read no book so as usual rely on my spamming skills. not too bad actually.. managed to spam 4 pieces of paper. lets see how many marks spam can fetch. then was maths paper 2. realli had no mood to do at first.. then tang ask me do.. so jus give it a shot i guess. start off with all the graphs first. i love graphs. they're realli fun to do. and not to mention easy to score. draw axis write down scale plotting.. you get a few marks. no brains required for these steps.

hey man i hair is freaking long. anyone catching me yet?? i thought i heard chan say no cut hair = no prelims. aah well wadever. they're the boss.

aw man. 2 more days to go for the week.. and i'm broke. shit.

if i had a $100,000,000 the first thing i will do is get rid of odex. ur products are a piece of shit. and i spent 200 over bucks on ur pieces of shit. wonder wad was wrong wif me. spending money on shit. why did i get shit for 26 bucks a piece when i can get gold for free. wasted. money money.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007 . 9:07 PM

waaargh!! me tired! me play soccer very tired! me tired me angry! me angry me sleep! ok rubbish.

today soccer at school was fun.. until that bloody ang mor come ji bai wif me. he think we come play that game is world cup final. wad i keeper run off my line a bit scold scold.. somemore no balls scold me in romanian. dun dare scold me in english.

aaah so tired. today english and chinese paper one.. pom liao. dam tired.. slept through whole of chinese paper. shiok sia.

after paper go JEC for more lan jiao servicing.. ok.. fish alrite? gd meal. then go joleen, jolene.. jolin.. how to spell.. i dunno. went to her house.. watch some hentai study abit. around 545 chao back to sch.

kinda boring today... wish tmr will be brighter. left my blog untouched for 3 days. how bad of me. rite. wad happened for the last 3 days. i'm.. well... too lazy to write.

today was prelim practical. as usual. physics was a can do. chem was a no can do. i hate practicals. dirty my hands. well physics is fun. play around wif the stuff. but chem is jus down rite boring. pour the stuff around.. add stuff heat stuff.. i think cooking maggi is more fun. aah wadever.

sad. my hard drive is full. loaded with anime. yea man. most recent one was groove adventure rave. hehe.. i miss that anime.. makes me laugh my nuts off.. its a great anime. gensoumaden saiyuki too. hehe. all the great anime.

since my hard drive cant load anymore gold(anime) then i gotta buy a new one. but all that has to wait i guess. stupid o lvls.. put everything on hold. if not i can go start work and earn some $$. first of all obviously is to get rid of my debts. then to clear my wish list. then start saving!

yawnz.. looks like i gotta add some items into my wish list.. lessee. i need a new hard drive.. hopefully 500gig. also be needing a portable hard disk. dam those stuff are handy. and i definitely need some some new outfits. dam i oni have like 3 shirts for going out. mayb its time i start thinking bout fashion.. hmmm..

aah well.. tmr is another day. another day of life. life is precious. every minute of it. unless u believe that reincarnation do exist. even so, wad makes u so sure u can be a human again in ur next life? wad if u turn into a cockroach? oh man.. thats sick of me.. alrite i'm gonna stop.

Saturday, September 8, 2007 . 10:50 PM

there goes the holidays.. nothing done. nothing productive. wad a waste. 1 week. prelims are here. lets have a preview of death. alrite.

well i've been up to nothing this whole week. neither gaming nor studying.. its like going to war without a battle plan. nothing revised. nothing prepared. oooh yea lets go to war with a blank mind.

well.. added a song on my blog.. its smth to listen when u read my boring posts. if u seriously hate jap songs then mayb u shud scroll down and mute it first b4 reading.. or it'll drive u nuts.

rite.. thats all i'm gonna post. i'm bored. and i aint studying.

Thursday, September 6, 2007 . 10:27 PM

dam du lan man today... i jus finish *cough* suzumiya haruhi no yuuutsu.. and when i removed it from seeding.. the whole thing disappeared. wtf man. done that to ichigo 100% and voices of a distant star and this nv happened.. ccb. now gotta *cough* again... shagz...

went to ngee ann library today.. wasnt a very pleasant trip.. dam i jus love flu.. makes ur nose red and ur eyes red and teary. and makes u sneeze like a clown.. man pplw alk pass me and think... "why this guy crying..." cb la i not crying cnnt see i got flu isit. pcb..

well so far nothing productive today.. and nowadays i seem to be hungry all the time.. wonder wads up. rite now i feel like eating my keyboard. that hungry? oh yea..

its thursday... another week is going by.. next week is prelim. and soon after is o lvl. yes. its the sad truth. my ship is bound for failure island. yeap. as of now, i think i wun make it through o. so. i guess i gotta pia 3 subs and get gd grade for em. then after that oni way is to take private. no way i gonna retain. those 4N ppl look like a bunch of pussies. except saleh and germaine and those 1990 ppl..

Wednesday, September 5, 2007 . 5:30 PM

alrite. about today. there was F&N extra lesson. 2 clock. today i woke up at 1130. didnt do much after waking up. discovered my com was off. (OMFG) so my TTCBFISG-DLs were all put on hold. sian. oh well no matter. so i on the com and got things rolling again. then i and kun yao planned to cycle to F&N today. then he cycle to my house at round 12+. he then he come up and we both sit and stare at the wall for a while.. then i had lunch. after that we cycled to sch. man i hate cycling in the afternoon.. carbon monoxide sure taste great. so we had F&N. was boring. didnt learn much... then after that we cycled to JEC to catch some lan jiao service. well long john silver u might call it, with lloyd. then after that lloyd went home then 2 of us went on.. went to the cycling track behind pandan.. or is it? i dunno wads the place called. went round there chat around. then split up. so here i am typing away.

zzzzz can anyone tell me wads wrong when ur finger suddenly gets numb for a long period of time? my little finger has been numb since last week.. at first just a bit.. then now its realli bad and it spread to the next finger up. wad the hell man. wads wrong!?!? T-T

man do i have bad luck? or do i have a very bad repelling aura or is it jus coincidence... i jus got 2 anime.. ichigo 100% and voices of a distant star.. being an otaku i naturally wanted my anime to look gd. and since a have a cd labeling printer, i wanna label my cds. i went hunting for cd labels for the 2 anime and found them.. but....... ichigo 100% everytime i click the link it jus keep giving me ads nad wun show me the freaking label. and for voices of a distant star it keeps giving me 404 error.. fuck sia. i dam pissed off..

Tuesday, September 4, 2007 . 8:33 PM

well. got my hands on some new anime. anime that cant be found in singapore. hear that!? CANT BE FOUND IN SG. i'm sick of the crap variety in singapore. ANIME. wad are animaniacs gonna do.

" oh! this anime looks nice! read the review on internet! nice! ok book a flight to japan. get there buy the anime and get a flight back to sg"

suck my cock man. sg sucks... everyone in sg oni care bout money. piss on u man.

Saturday, September 1, 2007 . 6:04 PM

i've added 2 items to my wish list. chk it out. be getting these stuff after o lvls when i working. XD
letter opener with saber's excalibur design.sakabato. kenshin's reversed edge sword. full length 41" made of carbon steel and red oak handle wrapped with real ray skin. with clothed travel bag.

cool sia. cant wait.