Friday, August 3, 2007 . 6:59 PM

dam... dragged myself to sch today. yesterday i rushed F&N till 3 am. slp for 3 1/2 hours then go to sch. wa PE somemore run around. almost collapse lol. then go lit slp. LOL but 1 period slp sai. okok la actually. then after that go english.. slp again lol. then recess nv eat. go pia F&N. haiz. stress la stress la.

haiz been having alot of thoughts. digging deep in to find my driving force. but i seem to find nothing. as of now, i have no fixed aim. no realistic dream in which i can really pursue. i have no profession, and i got no support from family. cant seem to find my way around this maze called Life. i'm like going around one corner in circles. not knowing wad to do for the future. well i'm not confident i can pass O lvls. just like a car without a driver. it goes on and on into nowhere. until it runs out of fuel and dies. walking in a maze is already hard in a group well imagine walking it alone. lol circles circles.. lol. round and round we go. zzzzz

well its been a horrible day. and i wanna forget wadever happened today. i seem to forget things that i shud remember and tend to remember things that shud be forgotten.. lol. weirdo!

there are 2 things i wanna do. get lots of beer and drink till my sorrows all float away... float away. then mayb i wanna borrow my dad's car, get in on the engine and slp there. XD LOL mental alr. well i do crave beer.. wonder why LOL.

Later