Thursday, August 30, 2007 . 9:25 PM
man i had a boring day today. all the lessons were boring.. except english. i was so sleepy la.omfg omfg!! i got a new item on my wish list! guess wad it is guys. its called Sakabato. hehehe. go figure it out urself. omfg its so freaking cool!! but its online.. sian. gotta buy it online then. and at a whopping 94.99 bucks.. and i think its in US dollars.. GG 200 bucks! but i think worth lor. its so freaking nice and cool and wad the hell man...
woo! i found it i found it! yatta yatta!! hehe. sundial dreams. a piano piece i've been finding for 2 years? wtf. soooo coincidental!!! jie hao ask me listen to it.. so i listen then like WTF!?!? u got this song!! omg la. freaking coincidental. alrite i found the score.. now lets get on it! woohoo!!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 . 11:41 PM
well my posts have been rather inconsistent. been either busy or jus no mood to post. well actually more of no mood. well i'll keep it updated once in awhile. but there wun be 'one post everyday' anymore i guess. i'll try my best to update often.didnt do much today. jus watched
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 . 11:45 AM
i just finished watching fate stay night. i got it like last year or last last year. but i never had time to watch.. now i got time. i finished all 24 yesterday. from around 2 pm to 2 am. love it. one of my fav alr. for me, anime has meaning. some are dam sad. its like that. everytime i watch finish one anime i go into subconciousness.. get all emotional and stuff. probably cos anime is my blood. like i watch kimi ga nozomu eien. watch finish i feel depressed. the story although revolves around fictional characters, it just keeps running around in my brain. call me crazy or wadever u want. u can say wadever u wan bout me.havent posted in 2 or 3 days. been busy. go out wif cousin and rushing anime. theres still 1 i havent watch. i like dun dare watch.. scared i get all emotional again lol. somemore now near o lvl wait no mood study die. elfen lied.. heard its dam sad. dun dare watch.
song of the day: allegro cantabile -- suemitsu & the suemith. (nodame cantabile)
Saturday, August 25, 2007 . 7:03 PM
well no posting again yesterday. sorry bout that. well. yesterday was a blast! there wasnt much during the day. but night rocks! went cycling with edwin and edward at 1.A.M. met up wif win at his place then down to my old house thr to meet ward. then cycle down to pasir panjang food center wanted to catch some hum. well we thought the place was 24 hours.. or at least openstill pretty late. but too bad went there was already closed. then went down to harbourfront opp the hawker. closed too. wa dam du lan. then in the end we headed back to pasir panjang. went to formosa beside the cheese prata. caught some bites and some jolly shandy. man that rocks. nite riding realli fun. quiet quiet. not a single car at times. jus the nice monsoon breeze. that was the best ride. then reach home around 4+ then slept at 5.today... woke up at like.. 3pm. that sucks. then did nothing.. jus watch tv the whole day. haha wad a productive day! oh well.. its the weekend and i am not motivated to do anything at all.
i'm juz lazing around now. watching movies that bro rented from his sch library. well then the plan for tmr is meet kun yao at 6 am at his bus stop. going for the half army marathon. man its like so early... dunno if i can take it. LOL. tiring. man gonna spend my weekend away from home! whoohoo!!
song of the day: Zombie -- the cranberries.
Friday, August 24, 2007 . 7:55 PM
today reach sch on time again! woo! achievement! haha! bullshit. PE was ok. play wad.. hand ball. i thought that was a sort of foul. hmm didnt know there was a game called hand ball. well ok it was kinda fun. haha me kun and jie hao 1 team cnnt win alr. jus 1-2-3-2-1. if u know wad i mean. lit was as usual. nothing much done so i jus slp. english do expository writing test. not enough time. sian wasted 15 mins of recess writing. then chinese.. do nth, SS do nth (slp), chem play worms. -.- lol. today siam focus again.. think we got spotted by debbie.. shit! go play piano at hall for dam long la.well i got nth to type other than wad happened today. so to fill up the gap, heres lyrics for the song of the day. HAVE FUN TRANSLATING HAHAHAHA!!!
Song Of The Day: Konna Ni Chikaku De -- Nodame Cantabile (Anime)
恋がせつないと
すぐそばで気付いたあの夜
だって他の誰より
あなたの事を知ってるから
いつものさりげない
優しささえ この胸を締め付けてく
こんなに こんなに 近くで見つめても
どうして どうして ただの友達なの？
どんなに どんなに 強く想っていても
伝えられない you don’t understand.
I’m so in love with you.
「元気ないよね？」と
あなたから言われた瞬間
涙隠すアクビで
「寝不足かな？」っていい訳した
一番大切な
人に嘘を重ねてく…今の私
毎日 毎日 胸が苦しいから
いくつも いくつも 眠れぬ夜を越え
はじめて はじめて 出逢ったあの日にまた
戻れるのなら いいのに…
I’m so in love with you.
「アイシテル」と告げたらきっと
もう二度と笑顔には戻れないかもしれない
けれども友達のまま 作り笑いは
これ以上私出来ないから
ホントは ホントは ずっと好きだったの
いつでも いつでも 愛し続けてたの
あなたに あなたに 届けたい気持ちを
青い空へと囁いた
I’m so in love with you.
こんなに こんなに 近く見つめても
どうして どうして ただの友達なの？
どんなに どんなに 強く想っていても
伝えられない you don’t understand.
I’m so in love with you.
Thursday, August 23, 2007 . 10:49 PM
hey ho. wad a day it is. not much of a day actually. jus go to sch and see the usual ppl walking round. today for basics we got some stress management activity. some dude frm outside came give us a talk and organize activity. pretty interesting. well.. i for one am not the type get all stressed up over exams. mayb cos i got the 'fail then fail lor' attitude. better get rid of that. cos i think i got a pretty high percentage of failing Os. keh! fail then fail lor. lol.well this aint good. i've started rushing anime again. thats not good. really. cos when i spam anime. ITS BAD. those 26 to 30 episode ones i finish it 1 shot. 1 to 30. for those 50+ 2 days. cos i'm nuts. i dun like to watch and stop so many times. breaks the momentum. so far everyone that knew say i siao. lol. well mayb i am. aah too bad. then if i start spamming i gona die. fail o lvl. gg.
haiz. sian la. now i trying to play true blue frm the anime Sky Girls. sad la. jus cant keep up wif the speed. no fundamentals of fingering. mus be all wrong dam i cant throw my hands around the keys well. realli sucks. this is relatively fast.. but i like wan try smth faster. NODAME CANTABILE! that one realli can go to hell alr. LOL.
lets start a string. after every post i will put the song of the day. XD copy u la edwin.. but urs is quote. haha ee ur quote alot no mean sial. lol.
song of the day: Sakuranbo -- Ai Otsuka
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 . 11:14 PM
yea man. today was fun. come sch on time woohoo! first up english. do nth cos mrs lee wan test ppl who having oral today. then chat wif jie hao bout gundam seed and seed destiny. aft that was lit.. continue our conver bout GS/GSD. then mother tongue. si bey sian do letter again. how many time alr sia. then recess nv eat.. no appetite duno why le. then physics. study study. then geog. play worms wif jie hao.well.. kun kena taiji frm yesterday. some guai lan sec 2 girl call kun say she like him. kun ask who are u she die die dun tell. dots la. then she say she scared say name kun kill her. =.=" if u tell u get killed then wad if u dun tell. worst rite wait get butchered. lol. say wan meet kun at canteen during recess. whr. why nv see. wad sia.. i think its a prank.
and smth i am dam pissed about. now ODEX is going round sueing anyone upside down. wad sia. they sue ppl cos ppl DL anime. hey. the lao da of ODEX. u wanna know why ppl wan DL?? its cos of u ppl. look at ur variety. its horrible. so little titles can be found in sg. and ur subtitle quality is horrible. those ppl u get to sub the anime.. do they even have qualifications?? or did u jus pick them up frm the streets? i can see sooo many typos. and the quality of ur anime is horrible. i bought ai yori aoshi and when i watch it the sound keeps jerking. wads this!? fine. u wan ppl to stop DL-ing? REFINE UR ANIME GOD DAM IT. make sure the dam subs are accurate and NO TYPOS!!! REFINE UR QUALITY TOO!! and on top of everything BRING IN MORE TITLES. GOD DAM IT SUCH A TINY COLLECTION!? hey there are anime fans all round sg pls. i list u a few titles i see u have anot wan!? do u have suzuka!? do u have elfen lied!? do u have ichigo 100%??? do u have school rumble!?! NO RITE!? then dun sue ppl for DL-ing la ppl wan watch anime u dun have then how!? HUH HOW!? get ur idea straight man. sue sue sue. busy sueing ppl isit. gd things wun come to u trust me.
wa sey compo sia. well i jus feel dam pissed at this lao da go forum say he busy sueing ppl. fun ah sue ppl.
lets go cycling on weekend!
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007 . 5:48 PM
yesterday nv post anything.. i type the post alr then forget post it then close my explorer. hmm then i thought i posted so lol. nth posted yesterday. well we'll skip that.hong gan ah today! o lvl eng oral. hehe but no kicks la. piece of cake man. eng is nothing. jus as brutal is nothing! LOL. oook. today F&N do theoretical revision. refresh my memories. zz got a huge ulcer on my lip then eat thing hard.. talk hard.. even smile also hard. lucky not so painful during oral. if not then. gg.
after oral go kick ball at basketball court. boring sia 3 ppl play oni. sian shud have jio eric and lloyd come. run around abit oni tired alr sia. need to train alr. zzz my shoe cnnt kick ball sia. shape not gd i guess. kick alr my toe pain like wtf man.
well it was a tiring day. and now i'm home i dun think i'll be doing anything productive anyway. home sucks.. cnnt concentrate on studies one. then nobody wan go study wif me also. and i also not gd at studying alone. cos i cnnt concentrate at all alone lol. do abit oni wan walk around. gg la lo lvl. time to die.
Sunday, August 19, 2007 . 12:48 PM
alrite. yesterday i came home freaking late so i didnt post anything. pai sey. so about yesterday. woke up 2 clock. 3 clock go out meet YY then head down to suntec to meet kun yao. meet up alr we go walk around suntec and marina. then after that we go eat at yoshinoya. cb la the food like shit somemore expensive. bloody hell eat carl's junior better. then eat alr we go to the bridge and camp for fireworks. that was around... 630. fireworks start 915. long wait sia. then in the end fireworks also not very nice. starting was ok. but then the wind change direction and the smoke masked the fireworks. blocked out some of the shots.. sianz.after fireworks we go suntec mac eat and chat. until.. 10+ i think. then we chao. lucky sia caught the last 282. then got dam hot girl on the bus sia. get off at my stop somemore. zzzzz but nvm la i folo YY turn 1 round the the bus stop infront. shag.
today sunday. i'm guessing i wun have anything to do today than sit infront of the com and do nth. sian. erm anyone know the song zombie by cranberries, do they have it for DTX? nice sia i wan play on DTX.
in light of the recent controversy, peace has to be doubled.. haha!!
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Friday, August 17, 2007 . 7:51 PM
kao tell u ah. my class got one HOPELESS person liaos. that HOPELESS shit realli go call pl come beat A GIRL. sad case la. a pussy like him will nv make it. a guy beat a girl alr outrageous, he still call ppl to come. haiz. lol he go call a guy, i dunno his name. haha. then the i dunno who guy, he call that GIRL and a GUY clarify thing. so ya la. obvious THAT HOPELESS go anyhow tell him a fairy tale lor. then when he found out that the HOPELESS bullshitting he ownself also SHOCKED! THAT HOPELESS is a HOPELESS boy!thats it man. last straw. i cutting the strings wif THE HOPELESS alr. yi dao liang duan. frm now on i dun know him. he's a pussy stranger to me now. why am i so blind to actually think i can trust him. bloody backstabber. nvm forget it no point talking bout ppl like this.
today funny sia. morning had p.e. then first period do weights at gym. then height and weight. whoo! 1 cm taller! 181 now! haha! eh gain weight too! last time 55 now 57.5. alrite man. then after that play netball under shelter. zz hard sia my accuracy.. nth to say. then dunno why today recess i no appetite sia. eat 1/2 way cnnt eat alr. T.T sambal chili rocks man haha!
then aft sch we go YY house chill around. then ard 430 we go the street soccer court kick ball. haha fun sia. 2v2. but shagged la. but dam shiok. hehe YY i lob ur ass man. muahaha!
edited by: you know-i know- WE know who!
PEACE!
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Thursday, August 16, 2007 . 8:02 PM
well today was rather crappy. first of all. the bloody bus came late. its not suppose to come at 7:23. wtf almost officially late for sch today. reach around 7.28. 2 mins later and i'm dead. then during maths keep one wan slp. dam crap la lack of slp last night. 3 1/2 hours. can die sia. today focus was erm... geog. guess how many ppl go.. 1 WAHAHA! i went F&N so i wun kena tekan tmr, hehe cos i got do smth. and that thing is more impt than geog.. for now that is.i jus found out smth sad!!!! stall 7 auntie moving to NYP to stall food!!! NOOO!!!! auntie dun leave me!! i need your food!! T.T sadded sia! haiz. stall 7 the oni stall sell good food. so sad sia. cnnt eat her food for the rest of the year. she moving to NYP on 1st september. 31 august is her last day here. T.T i so sad... i promise auntie! i eat ur food everyday frm today onward! gonna miss that chilli of hers. and the sausage and her drumstick. haiz. sad.
heh. lemme ask u guys smth. give u this situation. u fren this guy. quite close. then u share some secrets with him. then one day he show his true colors. show is black side. then u 2 dun talk to each other.. then he go leak out ur secrets to ppl. wad would u think of this person? u guys wanna know who this is? its Francis Ho Kin Lam. got backstabbed.. haha. haiz. we on bad terms i still got hope. i realli like some parts of him. he's very helpful and thoughtful. but he has too many bad points. his mouth is big and dirty, he talk big but ham ji dun dare act his words. he teach ppl thing he ownself dun understand and he act like he very knowledgeable. last time we on bad terms then we forgive him.. i tot he wil change. instead he bcome worst. haiz. if he realli change ah.. he will be a very gd fren. jus too bad he is like that... pick fight find trouble.
whooo long post. haha. well kinda free now. so jus type around. its 2.30a.m. now. i've did some pretty raw typing for 4 1/2 hours. fingers all sore. well not realli heh my fingers are seasoned. haha! man. da hell am i up so late. zz gotta wake up 6 30am tmr. its 2.30. 4 hours of slp. now lemme decide. slug down a can of coffee and jus stay up till time to go to sch or try getting some slp and most likely wake up late and go sch late.. hmmmm.. i pretty hungry now anyway. i know i'll get smth to eat. then try to catch some slp. heh. i'm brilliant! brilliantly stupid haha!!! alrite alrite. lets munch some stuff. muahaha!
chill ppl. wth everyone's dreaming now.. not like me. still typing away. haiz.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 . 11:59 PM
late post again. haiz sian. no time to blog nowadays. busy rushing F&N. today stay in sch till 6 to do F&N. shagged. lol best part ah i do some stuff and forgot to upload to ANL then cnnt continue at home. pek chek.been realli tired nowadays. sian. slp in class. miss out lessons. zzz. today focus was not bad. haha. i actually did all the MCQs den when TPE go tru the answer i go copy working. keeo up the good work YH! HAHA!! lol.
nothing to say alr. short post again. psps ppl i ran out of topics. theres a trouble maker at class. lol. beware. XD
(^^)V its a late post. haha. no time post. k i jus make it short. this family sucks!! i cant even slp anytime i wan! wtf?? is there a problem wif me slping anytime i wan? dam it i realli need find a way get out of this shit. tired of these ppl. limit every single thing. fuck la. next time limit me la. drive my car at 20km/h when i doing work stuff cnnt do pass 12 clock la. come la limit like that la. cb. hah. when i grow up come limit me 10 clock mus get home la. i see u limit me la come come. LIMIT FUCK LA LIMIT. I WAN DIE EARLY CNNT ISIT. LIMIT LIMIT. pek chek man.
wa sey. chill chill. pour cold water lol. XD. aah ok la nth else. its dam late now la. so ppl reading this. LIMIT LA GO SLP ALR. haha zzz. gd night ppl. amai yume. =)
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Monday, August 13, 2007 . 7:20 PM
yet another monday. but today was different. budget not broken! 4 straight weeks of monday splurging. finally came to an end haha. rite. today was not much different. got my O MTL result. retaking of cos. i dun wanna say my grade. cos it'll make u jealous HAHA! am i being cocky? lol. today chinese got drama. well i think they deserve it. daniel ang and ben lee. they hear abt lloyd's grade for MTL they laugh and clap. then lloyd du lan la chinese go pa them. ok la actually lloyd nv realli whoot. jus shove shove. laugh at ppl sia but u ownself also not good dun laugh at ppl la u get A1 u laugh i boh huey gong.well well. judgement days coming nearer and nearer. 21 got o lvl english oral. slow down le days. i need time. then F&N suppose still got 2-3weeks now this wednesday need hand in. jia lat rite.. haiz. GG-fied man. lets go die! haha
never look back and cry about the past. always strive forward and achieve what you are capable of with what you have.
Sunday, August 12, 2007 . 8:13 PM
YABEY YABEY!! haha! rite i'm gonna adopt this new phrase! haha! YABEY!! slept till 12 again today. dam. last night. rocks! watch soccer till round 2+am. then after that i and cousin watch anime till 530! wow rocks man! freaking funny dam it wahaha!! school rumble!! school rumble rumble! haha! laugh our eyeballs out sia. today did nothing much wake up eat bfast then pia school rumble again. too bad we cant finish all 26 epi in 2 days lol. nvm! next week hehe! haha hey hey! 2nd ending for school rumble nigakki is nice! futari ha wasurechau! tenma and yakumo singer LOL.zzz. watch anime watch anime. hahaha! stopped watching for quite awhile alr. anime is like drug. when u stop u can stop for good. but once u get on it.. wa sey gg hard to stop again haha! especially its good anime like school rumble! addictive substance haha! pia pia pia! gimme more anime! like that one sia. me watch anime mus be non stop one. hehe. watch one anime 26 epi last time frm 12am to 11am. can die sia. but realli shiok to the bone la watch anime!!! anime for life!
zettai daijobu! gambatte! ike ike! well... its another late post. at 1240 am. lol. rite about today. slept till 1 clock. woke up and do nth. cousin came around 3+ then round 4+ we went to WCP kick some ball. after that come back eat dinner. then went vivo get some bites and liquor. lol liquor. kinda surprising how cheap the things at giant are! hey ppl go giant buy snacks its cheap! lol! then we came bk. watch EPL!! LOL..
well theres nothing much i can think up.. its gonna be short today i guess. my noodles are boiling and my beer is getting warm. haha. so.. cya round then. i'm gonna indulge. HAHA! indulge in cup noodles and beer. thats lame. rite hey tag my board dam it i got more posts then tags wtf!? LOL
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Friday, August 10, 2007 . 5:30 PM
man wad a long boring hot day. weather sucks. i'm bored. theres nothing to do.. cousin's not coming today as planned. dam i was dam looking forward to that. the bitch attitude me again. piss of u witch. HAHA! bored bored BORED!!! well i've spent another entire day at home. i'm so ashamed of myself. sitting infront of the com the whole day doin nth. game the whole day.. that sucks. so unhealthy. LOL.hmm i thought of this. if everyone does wad they say, noone in this world will be a virgin anymore!! cos there are 'fuck you' s going everywhere. if they act according to their words. oo man. picture that WAHAHAHA!!! like that i will go offend all those hot babes and let them scold me "fuck you" WAHAHAHA!! ok ok i know i'm nuts. but really think bout it. what would it be like. haha! free porn everywhere. OMFG.
well its been a day wasted. wasted another drip of my life doing nothing. oh no oh no. not good not good. haha. someone jio me out pls. i go anywhere wif anyone do anything. even if its going out tailing a shopaholic and carrying their stuff. no stay home for me pls LOL. wooo. yesterday went for NDP.. not in the stadium btw not that luxurious. we were outside by the waters. omg had to stand for 4 1/2 hours.. watch the performances outside the stadium like sea stunts and other stuff. then obviously the only thing i was interested in was fireworks. first time sia i went there with 15 photos in my phone.. when fireworks over i had 100 shots more. LOL. w00tz. reached home at 1230 yesterday. was pretty tired so didnt post anything. mayb i'll post some photos on frenster. but the good ones all have kun's hand... T.T ah nvm.
francis. haiz no comments. play truth or dare, he lose we wan him say hi to a stranger(girl) wa he talk big say "say hi oni take number better" then in the end walk round suntec for dunno how long he dun dare say to anyone. we even let him chose the girl to say to he still dun dare. then after that he dunno why walk away. then we wait round for him 10 mins. he nv come bk we chao. then he ask us go find him. wad u think hide and seek ah... so we jus walk oni kun thirsty so go find 7-11. but cnnt find so nv buy we go bus stop. then francis come find us with that 'i si bey buey song wif u 2' face. LOL. attitude he own self wan walk away cannot find us he wan angry wif us. xia lan eh...
haiz. that woman woman. ccb la. wan me apologize to her. but she keep on say bad thing behind my bk to my bro and dad. ccb u wan me say sorry CAN. u STFU first then i say sorry. u wan kpkb u dream on.
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Thursday, August 9, 2007 . 12:00 AM
omg i posting dam late nowadays. haha. 12 clock post. hmmm. today was fun.. go sch for NDC... didnt do much really jus chit chat. after sch went to clementi meet YY. then go to paradiz @ orchard for some C&C. haha. francis so confident on tuesday say can win kun. today we saw. francis tio trash by kun wakakaka!! then play 2v2. fun sia i 1v2 still can win hehe!! after play lan we go plaza sing for some eats. then go jalan abit then go home.sian man. life is miserable. i hate my family. they want to control every single thing down to the little specks of dust. fuck it in ur face man. i not small kid k. i wan stay up late thats my pasah. i wan go out wif frens till dam late thats MY PASAH. why u care!? like i stay up late u lose 1 arm?? its my life why do u wan to leash and shackle me?? fuck u man. this is my life i decide wad i wanna do with it i wan die early thats my problem non of ur business.
wooo.. gotta chill LOL. life is hard to live when u dun have a family behind u to support everything u do. accept u for who u are. i feel most comfortable wif my frens and my cousin. heh. so much for family always first. pui la.
Later
Tuesday, August 7, 2007 . 10:44 PM
well this sucks. i seem to have alot of misfortune. its an aura. i'm surrounded by misfortune. like all the misfortunes of all the living organisms on the planet has been passed to me. love it. love my life. it is fucking frustrating. i'm getting dam pissed off that i can just shout. 'HEY FUCK U GOD U THINK THIS IS FUN?" chain of unfortunate events. someone pass me curve ruler, i reach out to take my paper fly. i wan catch my paper my pencil fly. i reach out to take my pencil my phone fly. HEY WHY AM I NOT FLYING?? I WANNA FLY TOO!!! fuck la.love my com. lags at the perfect time. ta pai one. do a F&N document frm scratch to finish, lag. press save it hang. ta pai one. these things seem to happen on purpose. why? such immense amounts of bad luck. the aura is so thick u can barely see ur surroundings.
hey check this bet out. an official challenge between francis and kun yao. if kun yao win francis will treat kun yao to 2 hours of lan and 2 mac meals. if francis win kun yao has to give francis 2 tickets to see national day parade. logical? francis wanted this. haha. hey win big lose big. no such thing as win big lose small. 2 tickets mount up to 800 bucks.. 2 hours of lan and 2 mac meals only cost 15 bucks. he still can say. 2 tickets only!! oh i heard another thing frm francis. BRUTAL IS NOTHING!!! he cant even win hard. =.= HAHA talk big oni la u..
Monday, August 6, 2007 . 11:54 PM
today is monday. yea as usual. overspend. ta pai one. today is the worst.. spend more than 10. haiz. shag. well cant be helped this time my expenses included dinner. so actually counted little LOL. well focus was kinda fun. but the doggy realli piss me off. we talk to teacher our problem la why u come and cha zui. wa i almost shout " OI CAN STOP BARKING ANOT" lol but i see him small and lonely dog so aiya. quiet oni. lol.planned to meet me cousin at 6. but dam early so go wif kun to clementi eat ice cream lol. then kun go home that was ard 520. then i see 189 also come so i jus take a ride la. i'm on concession anyway. so i take 189 1 round frm clementi to nus and back. nice sia the ride. its nice to have some time alone. jus ride the bus go 1 circle. peace and quiet. peace and music i shud say LOL. got time to think of stuff. then when reach bk clementi jus nice 6 clock. met up wif my bro, then go eat dinner. shiok sia he got coupon then eat 1 meal suppose 7+ oni 4+ LOL. quality time spent. haha talk bout problems.. talk cock. talk cha bor LOL!! nt realli la XD.
aft eat we go big bk shop jalan jalan. then awhile alr chao liao. zz then come home. tired. slack ard. play drums, then time fly away. now i left 7 bucks. T.T sucks la money money why dun fall frm sky... hahaha!!
Later
Sunday, August 5, 2007 . 10:26 PM
wakakaka! today was dam.. nothing. LOL. realli today was nothing! wake up at 12.. go downstair eat lunch then come up. dam i jus got this game. its one of those arcade games. the drummania. addictive sia. play whole day.. so i jus found out my standard for drumming.. SUCKS LOL dam hard la!! basic alr like... wth dam hard. then expert.. okok la expert at least i still can clear one song. LOL. S somemore le dun pray pray LOL.haiz. not good sia stay at home the whole day. not good not good. zzz. need jio ppl out.. or jus go out myself do some running or stuff. stay at home sucks. zzz.
haiz. someone jio me for a drink pls. i wanna drowned my sorrows. stress sia.. plus dam sad plus uncertain future plus aiya alot of thing la. best part still got ppl piling more weight on my shoulder. nah bey like my shoulder made of steel ah. zzz crippling sia. yawnz.. if getting drunk can really drown one's sorrows i gladly drink till i die LOL. wth sia. mental alr.
well i've been hardworking updating my blog. wonder how i do it. i dunno LOL. got lots of brain matter to put here WAKAKAKA!! my blog here, is for frens to read. my tagboard is for frens to talk bout topic in my post e.g. i say i wan go running in my post. someone wan come they tag my board and tell me they wan tag along. so ppl who dun like wad i blog and find my content offensive pls kindly dont visit my blog again. TYVM achievers day. the strangest day of the year. firstly.. TANGLIN achiever's day held in SP... then the guest of honour NP PRESIDENT. wads this man. wth. zzz so i was supposed to be the photographer for the shows. went there for afternoon show, they tell me one of their cam koyak. left one thats functioning. make me go there for nothing. so i watch afternoon show lor wad to do. after show ended i go clementi watch fencing competition. see edward fence lol long time no see him fence eye candy sia. LOL.
then after watch awhile go bk SP... go there lim kian guan say he will take the pics. so we relax oni nothing to do. so the night show was better i shud say. the pianist made less mistakes. but the mc made more mistakes LOL. relax la charmaine. mai kan jiong mai kan jiong LOL. then dam boring la listen to the speakers talk. well i tot the best performer is still band. song nice and quite stylo also. the dance ensemble also not bad.. the song nice oni la actually LOL.
after night show say wan go eat wif kun and his ncc ppl. make me wait so long in the end i du lan i jus go home.. guess wad. today i nv eat anyting at all since i wake up until i come home.. thats like... frm 1130am to 1030pm... almost 12 hour sia. hungry sia. lol.
well today was fun. sian la. its hard to live with a fucked up family. ppl always say bout family wad being the only ppl u can always go to. i think i value my frens and cousin pretty dam lot more than i value my family. HAHA I SUCK NOT FILIAL WAKAKAKA! too bad thats me.
Later.
Friday, August 3, 2007 . 6:59 PM
dam... dragged myself to sch today. yesterday i rushed F&N till 3 am. slp for 3 1/2 hours then go to sch. wa PE somemore run around. almost collapse lol. then go lit slp. LOL but 1 period slp sai. okok la actually. then after that go english.. slp again lol. then recess nv eat. go pia F&N. haiz. stress la stress la.haiz been having alot of thoughts. digging deep in to find my driving force. but i seem to find nothing. as of now, i have no fixed aim. no realistic dream in which i can really pursue. i have no profession, and i got no support from family. cant seem to find my way around this maze called Life. i'm like going around one corner in circles. not knowing wad to do for the future. well i'm not confident i can pass O lvls. just like a car without a driver. it goes on and on into nowhere. until it runs out of fuel and dies. walking in a maze is already hard in a group well imagine walking it alone. lol circles circles.. lol. round and round we go. zzzzz
well its been a horrible day. and i wanna forget wadever happened today. i seem to forget things that i shud remember and tend to remember things that shud be forgotten.. lol. weirdo!
there are 2 things i wanna do. get lots of beer and drink till my sorrows all float away... float away. then mayb i wanna borrow my dad's car, get in on the engine and slp there. XD LOL mental alr. well i do crave beer.. wonder why LOL.
Later well wad a day i had. its 12 20 now. i jus got home at 12. dam tired but still gotta rush F&N cos its due tmr. if i lie down on my bed now i fall aslp in seconds.. can barely open my eyes.
well wcg was not at all wad i expected. it was.. sloppy. its an international tournament. and the organization of the events were horrible. competitors had their frens sit beside them giving them advice.. so i was playing against this guy. practice match i raped him. then in real match i thought i raped him.. wonder how he seem to be able to read my mind. wad my move would be. and how he recovered so fast. and so i found out. i was eyeing his fren. the mouth was moving non stop. so yea u shud know roughly wad was goin on. haiz. well its jus too bad. wasted my 15 bucks on unfair play.
well i've been out of the house for like... 18 hours. im all shagged out. lol. and here i am now still on the freaking com doing F&N. mayb im not gonna go sch tmr dun think i can take it. gimme slp gimme slp. i need slp.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007 . 9:19 PM
aaaah sedap sial. lol. malay sial. LOL. wa eat durian. how long nv eat alr. hmm well actually not that long.. last time i ate was at edward's house. some house warming that was LOL. well it was really good. nice nice. but better not finish the whole box wait tmr catch fire LOL!tmr is D-Day!! time to go to war! haha no la. zz first time i in WCG le scary sia lol. lessee.. gotta bring my mousepad. they dun have any mousepad la wth. lol. paiseh sia wait bring mousepad ppl think u pro then u first round out wa.. use ur mousepad cover ur face LOL. oh well wish me luck come watch la come come. 6pm @ suntec hall 602.
waa GG la F&N task B due on friday! and i got no time to do tmr! wa die die. gotta overclock myself alr. sian mean i going to do till 1+ 2+ am. T.T then tmr how to compete sia. sian. dulan
LOL.
(^^)V alrite. today was kinda crap. had a bad flu. my eyes could barely open. wa no dengue pls i dun wan die yet. haha! well mayb i dun mind. k today was routine. so we did wad we were supposed to do. chinese as usual disappeared from class. physics was ok. learned some stuff. (which i was supposed to knw alr) then geog listen to mr ng talk bout geographical location of singapore and how it affects tourist rates. pretty interesting.
focus was pretty boring. did 2 o lvl MCQs for physics and practical for chemistry. then since i was starving went to mac again for DCB. then off for home. started raining a little while ago so rush to keep the cloths. wa i almost fall out frm my window la. pull out the bamboo pole the weight at the other end so heavy the pole almost threw me out. freak out sia.
u live alone, u pursue ur dreams alone and u die alone.
