Friday, July 27, 2007 . 5:42 PM

ok. today was horrible. well it started out rather well. but guess it jes got worst and worst. pe was fun. well it always was. cos i like soccer. then lit was jus slack, aint so bad. then english had to do speech writing test. aced it probably. haha. well guess it jus got worst after recess. chinese all we did was watch a crap movie. SS was nothing at all. did nothing. then chem was a little better. wad made me sick of today was how i spent my whole day at home. i hate going home so early and jus spend the day at home. makes me feel sick.

wel i mus say i'm not very happy today. or since yesterday rather. ever thought about the future? well another week has flashed quickly.. it wun be long before i'm out of tanglin. thats wad i dun want to happen the most. cos i hate poly life. mayb its cos i fallen in love with this.. uniform and everyday reporting to sch at 7 25 am system. the flexibility of poly sounds really crap to me. and it wun be long till i go to ns. life really is going by real fast. wonder wad happens after death.. lol.

well i sound rather emo. hope i'm not. well i'm jus a little depressed. seems like the value of my life is realli fluctuating. i've been thinking wad i'm doing for life now. wanna know wad i did? tell u wad. i did nothing. always wanted to perform on stage with my frens in tanglin. never did.. haiz. well i'm jes too dam sad now to do anything realli. lost my mood lost my appetite. aah hope it'll get better tmr.