Sunday, October 25, 2009 . 3:18 PM

10 months has gone by.. life flows on by ever so quickly. and ORD is ever so much closer. WOO!

i've got a rough plan on what to do after NSF. =) it sounds kinda crazy. and rather impossible. well, but i intend to try it anyway muahaha!! i want to learn how to cook, learn japanese, learn korean, learn indonesian, learn guitar, learn piano... thats 1 2 3 4 5 6 items! LOL retard.. but i'll make it work.. somehow someway. wasted 20years of life.. i dont want to waste another second more.

sometimes i imagine.. where would i be at age 20 if i had not wasted all my childhood + early youth. kinda depressing but.. it kinda motivates too.

friday duty sucks.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 . 12:00 AM

ITS another day at duty! woohoo wtf...

DID duty 4 times this month.. which is totally out of the norm. i've clocked more hours than the old birds! but its not too bad. earned a day off when i did national day.

SO far everything seems to be going pretty well. seems NS life took a turn for the better after i came to this company. got myself a PSP for entertainment. i think it was worth the money.. though the dude overcharged me from my perspective. monster hunter, dissidia final fantasy... all the great games i'm dying to play is finally available to me WOO!!

BESIDES that, i've been making pretty big progress on the guitar. theres time here and people who are guitar gods for the standards here. it gives the motivation to learn baby! i always bring my guitar to duty. its the time when i can play best. in bunk i'm always on the PSP. here at duty, guitar reigns supreme! bad thing to note is that i always sleep late at night when off duty cos i stay up playing guitar with a friend. though its freaking tiring the next day its fun in the night. talk cock play guitar under the sky (at the balcony). its great fun man. never thought i'd enjoy army.. never thought i'd say this line but.. ' army is fun ' LOL!! people often say when you leave the army, you get the feeling you want to go back. hell i'm getting that feeling now! its so ironic and contraditive to my previous posts.

BESIDES the guitar, theres still my piano. i get the feeling i'm forgetting about it bit by bit.. i haven't actually sat down and play it for hours since i enlisted. its really a bad sign. the piano costs my entire 2 years army wage and its sitting there craving some fingers to run through its keys. its not good boss. i need to hit some tunes on the black and white soon. its my baby and i'm neglecting it.. me bad father LOL!!

DAMN it when is diablo 3 due to launch!? i'm really craving some decent hack and slash damn it!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 . 5:31 PM

now wheres my vacuum cleaner... oh. LOL

left this blog untouched for a good 2 months now. by now the readers = 0. so i don't know why i'm still posting.. but i'm still posting.

updates...
finished unit induction program
promoted to lance corporal
picked up guitar
havent touched piano in a while..
and life goes on and on...

good to note is, i haven't been having the urge to take MCs. for a good 2 months already. life's getting better at camp now. at least now i have an epaulet so i won't get as much shit as before.

yea....

bad to note is... i'm back to a weak shit. from 9 chin ups in BMT to 4 now. sad such weak shit LOL. to top that off, the sticks are increasing. now i'm gonna be an unhealthy weak shit. sobs. ok enough pussy-ing.

guitar is fun! but so is piano... shit, cant neglect piano. now theres a lot of time in camp and i've got my guitar in.. time to get high! ok not high.. get skill LOL. theres freaking lots of musicians in this camp man! cool shit cool shit.

ok.. nothing else for the dust balls.

Sunday, June 7, 2009 . 4:56 PM

ITS been a month since i last posted.. yes.

SO what happened within this month.. nothing much really. i've been posted to unit. somewhere i really hate of course. treated like dogs. or worse. no magazines no mp3 no books no psp/nds no nights out no bringing in of food no using of vending machine... does this sound like a place for humans? you think about it.

RIGHT. i went for another review and got 3 months unfit for full duty. yes 3 full months. its about time they posted me out. i wouldn't be able to do anything even after 3 months. cause this wrist thing is permanent. i'm just down on my knees begging... post me out. i don't want to be a signaler.

BESIDES my whining of army life, hmmm.. what else has happened to me within this span of time.. got a new phone just 2 days ago. walkman phone with no camera. a gift from heaven for an army dog. progress on piano is... no good of course since i spend only 2 days at home every week. but nevertheless i've worked my way to page 5 of memories of light & waves.

FOR the past few weeks i've been leading a rather lifeless... life. yes get kicked around for 5 days in camp and come home to the com and piano. seriously nothing special has happened to me for very long already.. nothing memorable. nothing besides the norm. well something to be thankful about is... 1/2 a year has passed.. which leaves me with 18 months of slavery. like someone in camp said which i find funny and yet all too real: we NSmen, get paid like bangalah cleaners. the only difference is, we have it worse. we get mistreated, our freedom robbed from us. our lives are way tougher than that of a cleaner. i'd pick cleaner for 2 years over serving the army anytime.

HOW i miss my sec school life.. been digging for photos from sec school. cant find much though. and that video of 4N2 playing capteh in class.. cant find it on youtube either.. guess pauline removed it.. sobs. maybe i'll have a post when i find enough pics to compile into a post.

BIAO ge is going to ORD the coming week! happy for him and envy him.. LOL. damn wish i could time leap. 18 months more to go. and i will not surrender this fight for my freedom.

MY blog needs more pictures.. someone lend me a camera.

Friday, May 1, 2009 . 4:31 PM

HAVENT been posting for quite a while..

AND yet in another blink of an eye, trade course is almost over. next week is the last week of my signaler course. a course which i am not even suppose to undergo. a course which i am not fit to take. no choice.. a dog has to do what a dog is told to do.. *barks*

HAVE been off from msn for quite a long time thanks to windows. was unable to sign at all since... 2 weeks ago? stupid service. no form of contacts for donkey long.. starhub is another shit provider and i've said this line like freaking many times. i think my balls can provide better services.

LIFE is so freaking boring now. and with the internet farked up(thanks starhub) its just down at the bottom.. wake up each morning to do nothing till night. love my life babe! damn i need an xbox 360.. or a PS. but i think what we need most is a change of internet provider to singtel.

AT least if i had a stay out posting, i'd be going for japanese lessons, pick up a new sport or go back to fencing.. maybe start piano lessons.. it would be something to do other than just sitting at home stoning.

MINDEF ruins lives. or maybe not so serious.. MINDEF wastes lives. and damn do i hate those regulars.. ranks on shoulders.. big fuck? everything law by law. straight as a toothpick.. bend a bit only and they snap. people who stick strictly by the books will be the first to crumble in a critical situation. which is why i have no faith in singapore if war arises. everything law law law book book book.. go die la... you see US army using iPOD for communication.. singapore? HAHAHA pentium one la. cant wait for ORD.

Monday, April 6, 2009 . 12:10 AM

NO MUSIC, NO DREAM.


YES i believe in that. well.. its personal.

DETROIT Metal City was great. read that people rate it 2/5 cos its lame.. those people are lame. this is the kind of humor that really cracks the soul wide open. this is what we need more in comedy movies. so that aside.. what about the movie.. they were pretty close in reenacting the crazy stunts of krauser in the anime.. with the teeth guitar and grass cutting LOL. but it was really quite different from the anime in terms of story. but i wouldn't say its bad.. in fact i'd give it praise. the anime never really had a proper conclusion.. but in the movie they did emphasize more on the romance part. which makes it all the more funny in a way. and they gave a conclusion to the story which i think was superb. i'd give this 4/5 for the great acting.. damn the voice of the dude that acted negishi... real close!

AND not to mention...

FFWEEWEEET!! damn! she looks great! love that smile of hers. (though she's not smiling here) great acting in DMC and... well, SHE'S CUTE!! LOL!!

KATO ROSA!!

*throws away kristin kreuk pictures* LOL!!!





MUSICIANS RULE THE WORLD...

Friday, March 20, 2009 . 12:05 AM

DIVINE INTERVENTION

HERES a phrase that i like to surface out. what does it mean? actions by those beyond the clouds? hmm.. if it were real would it be good or bad? if its real then i have something to blame for all those freak coincidence of misfortune. all those times when an intangible force seem to form this wall in front of my path. preventing me from achieving success or just enjoying simple pleasures.. if it is real, if someone is up there, beyond the clouds screwing around with my life... then dude, one big middle finger coming up your ass when i get to you..

THAT aside, i chanced upon this anime called " Kyo no go no ni " translates to Today in Class 5-2.. just the title gave me this nostalgic feel.. coincidentally, 5-2 was my class.. though it was called 5N2 instead of 5-2.. but then wheres the difference? LOL. the serial in genre is comedy and slice of life.. and the OAV is ecchi and comedy.. hmmm.. which one should i watch.. i think the answer is pretty obvious LOL. 5N2.. fond memories.. though a broken and scattered group of people now.. how sad. i suppose its too far fetched to wish such relationships can be the same as that in the anime.. or maybe even childish to think that way.

DAMN.. have i ever mentioned that weekends go by in a blink of an eye? "A" blink of an eye.. i would expect this block leave of 9 days to go by in at least 5 blinks.. but i believe i've only blinked twice... and its friday WTF!?!? whatever... so tomorrow i'm getting my posting.. why cant they do it online.. then i have to fly down to gedong again just to take that letter designating me to the next level of HELL LOLOL. oh and i met my supervisor from when i worked at mount faber.. met Julian. lol.. serving reservist.. wonder how old is he.. the world is really that small... him from armor too?

SUCH a sad life.. one week of break and i did nothing.. stay at home com-ing and piano-ing.. how sickening.. family is busy... some school some attachment and work.. nothing from platoon mates.. ah who am i kidding.. i'm not part of the gang anymore anyway.. besides i don't want to associate myself with those people.. save a few.. countable with one hand. good people are hard to come by. like finding a quartz(?) of diamond in a mountain of coal. sometimes being a loner has its benefits. sweet lonliness LOL.